這一個離島上的露營地點最不方便的地方就是在於取水處,因為沒有供水,營友們要自備樽裝水,或是到稍遠處的山水喉處載水。475Please respect copyright.PENANAW8qVMoznIJ
不過設備雖不完善,但這也有好處:安靜。475Please respect copyright.PENANAB9dxXiP9vb
放眼過去,只有一兩個營在營地的角落安靜地駐紮,沒有嬰兒會在半夜大哭的家庭客,沒有喝酒到半夜還在高歌的年輕男女,當然也沒有隨處便溺的旅客。475Please respect copyright.PENANApYfjjl0ERb
風聲,樹濤,海風的氣味滲透於月光之中,這樣的大自然美景…475Please respect copyright.PENANACUQuDtWEaS
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」475Please respect copyright.PENANAdMrTxIfim9
這樣的大自然美景就這樣被電話鈴聲打斷了。475Please respect copyright.PENANAT9lyxqsTgu
「嘁…喂?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAr4YagynIZr
「早晨~!」475Please respect copyright.PENANAMCHMC5hLRm
「Erica,我呢邊係夜晚…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAkadoEyETre
「咁晚安~!」475Please respect copyright.PENANA0kmF9JwlKJ
「唔係…我地咪分左手囉,唉。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAUFEnWOlkEG
「咁係因為我去英國啫,你個日係機場話你仲鐘意我架嘛。」Erica問。475Please respect copyright.PENANAeVKe753SZo
「係就係…」475Please respect copyright.PENANA8MY4y5Imlw
「咁我仲鐘意你喎,咁即係我地仲愛對方啦!」475Please respect copyright.PENANAfwHRkxQRJS
「係…但我唔想LONG D,我阿媽有長期病我唔會去英國,你亦唔會返黎,我地唔好浪費對方人生好唔好?」我第不知幾百萬次解釋給Erica,「我地到此為止啦好唔好?乖。」475Please respect copyright.PENANA6uggej2vNV
難得我想遠離那一切。475Please respect copyright.PENANACLVXToJFwA
難得我想忘記那一切。475Please respect copyright.PENANAbkFcckOBb2
為何就是不放過我?475Please respect copyright.PENANADedsQGk60q
「唔好!我唔制!」Erica在電話另一邊說。475Please respect copyright.PENANA65y0WenEIg
「唉…」我放棄和她爭辯,但我卻同時沒有掛斷她的電話。別說掛斷她的電話,更別說我去封鎖她的社交帳號,我更加想看到她的每一個動態,每一次更新,每張相片,每條訊息!475Please respect copyright.PENANAHNx2lJ77Ac
對,她當日還問過我,她問我…475Please respect copyright.PENANALGKQdytExa
她問我如果我想的話,她可以為了我留下。475Please respect copyright.PENANAqnpxduEje5
但我不會拖累她。
結果當然就是現在的這情況。475Please respect copyright.PENANAG7sn9OIdAV
「你又去左露營啊?」電話對面傳來一些水聲,她在梳洗。475Please respect copyright.PENANAVnh8PoWJAC
「嗯。」475Please respect copyright.PENANA8ltaKJ2UhR
「幾多人去?!有無女仔?!我識唔識架?!靚唔靚女?!」475Please respect copyright.PENANASS33Wst4DV
「你冷靜D先,我自己一個去啫。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAN93sYtXmAM
「哦咁都好D…算你啦。」475Please respect copyright.PENANASAUl7Y87IE
不對,我們是分了手的對吧。475Please respect copyright.PENANAUJhrkdVjdV
「呢個營無水,要去拎山水。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAqHHoVGorDD
「記得煲過先好飲。」Erica說。475Please respect copyright.PENANA9FaZhk1Q5i
「知啦。」我拿著兩個大水桶步向海邊,沿著海邊的步道走幾分鐘就是山水的取水處,有心人設了導水管使山水聚於一個小水池中,相當清澈乾淨。475Please respect copyright.PENANAZfkPBkZgjr
「今日我地又去食唐餐呀,但係都係無香港個D咁好食。」475Please respect copyright.PENANArW3OsR7uYg
「你唔係鐘意食西餐既咩?難得去到英國反而要食唐餐?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAdyQrJLt7hX
放下水桶,山水嘩啦嘩啦地流進水樽之中,每樽有兩升,應該夠今晚和明天用吧。475Please respect copyright.PENANAmUWFaLcmDf
「呃~唔知呢,掛住香港掛,可能!」475Please respect copyright.PENANArYkFdDME8h
「哦…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAdydwrxcTVB
「特別係掛住你!」475Please respect copyright.PENANARpMJnBnApe
「Erica…」我沒好氣地說,但這樣下去會影響她發展的。475Please respect copyright.PENANAgZBdqzQPfa
看樣子,山水還要大概還要個十分鐘才載滿吧。我轉身扶著海邊小徑的欄杆,於漆黑的海面對面是不知那個海邊的高級屋宛,但當中的人當然不知道我正在遠眺著他們。475Please respect copyright.PENANAgviNtaHcth
浪濤拍岸,萬賴俱寂。475Please respect copyright.PENANARMHOwMHl5M
在香港,有這樣的良辰美景,安靜夜空,也不枉我這樣長途拔涉。475Please respect copyright.PENANArrkeV3Fdwy
「阿友,你望下個天。」Erica突然說。475Please respect copyright.PENANAW44rUYOXaF
「嗯?做咩?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAnvUB98d2vE
「我睇返日厝,今日香港應該有月光。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAwvEmc6GJIj
「有啊。」正因為一輪明月在天,我出來取水也沒有帶頭燈,路面樹頂通通一片銀白,甚至地上已經出現了我自己的影子。475Please respect copyright.PENANAc2kjDAOaSS
「我呢邊雖然係日頭,係咪?」475Please respect copyright.PENANA9M9csqt3P6
「係?」475Please respect copyright.PENANASsk37UtYQl
「但係月光,其實都係陽光黎,所以我地係望緊同一個太陽架!」475Please respect copyright.PENANA4HvEhuqf6U
「乜鳩…」我失笑地說,這女生一如以往地愛胡思亂想。475Please respect copyright.PENANAcZ5tsuioPU
「咩喎!你唔覺得好浪漫既咩!」Erica於耳機中向我說。475Please respect copyright.PENANAN1gM3Nzy49
「係~係~好浪漫~哈哈哈…」475Please respect copyright.PENANA1JKGOXpsHx
山水流到水樽內的聲音漸漸變得又高又急,水樽已經接近滿溢。475Please respect copyright.PENANA49LpkTDsX1
「你眼訓未?」她問。475Please respect copyright.PENANA19dpFN8x8L
「下?有排…」475Please respect copyright.PENANA4bOFo4riU8
「但我要出門口返學啦。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAO03v4gEKlh
「哦,路上小心D啦。」我說。475Please respect copyright.PENANAzRm2UMlIp6
「但我唔想CUT線。」她鬧別扭。475Please respect copyright.PENANA0eq7jL9I4c
「乖啦,返學要緊。」我說,「我起身你應該落堂,我到時再打俾你好無?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAV66A3dzGxU
「拿!你話架!」Erica高興地說,「咁我出去啦,拜拜~」475Please respect copyright.PENANAm2oC93syf2
「拜拜。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAF1r7ht45M5
這樣下去真的會沒完沒了。
但我希望可以沒完沒了。
Erica把電話掛斷,我收好耳機,兩手剛自提起一個水樽,靜靜地享受著海風走回營地。475Please respect copyright.PENANAsCDdgqKbvp
海邊就只有一個空無一人的碼頭在那兒看著海,這島在假日也是一天只有早,午,晚三班船,這也是這樣安靜的原因,而島上唯一的補給點就是碼頭旁邊的那間士多,也沒甚麼景點,所以來這島的人實在不多。475Please respect copyright.PENANAbcbGEby7Sy
我喜歡。475Please respect copyright.PENANAAR1UilPNxD
「阿友…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAOyjUqPsGqp
…咦?475Please respect copyright.PENANApFDaRuD5Nt
耳邊只有風聲,我不知道剛剛是不是我自己的幻聽。475Please respect copyright.PENANAR6gAjhkrR7
但馬上—475Please respect copyright.PENANA8V1Ec268z4
「…阿友…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAofh6ELROIY
風中,有人聲。475Please respect copyright.PENANAP1cCP2y9S0
風中,有Erica的聲音。475Please respect copyright.PENANAKnm5sSghGV
「Erica?做咩又打返返黎…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAt04ekP3w4O
但我把手摸向耳珠,那時卻空無一物。當然了,幾十秒前的剛剛,我才親手把耳機收回放到衣袋中。475Please respect copyright.PENANAjxZNhdG4lU
咦那麼…475Please respect copyright.PENANAW6wFghiKtA
「阿友,呢邊呀…呢邊呀…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAsM2f9T0hUN
身後,清晰的,傳來Erica的聲音。475Please respect copyright.PENANARo34OLZzdk
這…475Please respect copyright.PENANASmWDdWsxXR
我把頭往側轉了個九十度,馬上找到了聲音的來源:Erica。475Please respect copyright.PENANAKaOdofu8nP
「Erica…?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAnlwzrWQVRo
不,不,不,這這這…這不可能呀!我剛剛才和Erica,她,她不是在英國嗎?這,這…為甚麼…475Please respect copyright.PENANAtyRNLdcK4M
Erica就在那兒,面露痛苦表情的半跪於地上,那是一條通往另一個僻靜石灘的掘頭小徑,她就穿著那天我在機場和她分別的那套衣服,坐在海岬其中一塊石頭上痛苦地看著我,似乎不知那兒受了傷。475Please respect copyright.PENANA6t6Brjkx8g
「阿友,我…我好痛…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAIoQFM5C8uP
我頭腦好像被炸開一樣,這到底是怎麼一回事?!我完全沒法動彈,但是眼前的無疑就是Erica,打扮,舉止,面貌,身材,完全一模一樣,這到底是…475Please respect copyright.PENANAmT1LNDUOXd
「你,你係乜野,依加乜乜乜乜事先!!」475Please respect copyright.PENANARO4PlUYqEO
她只是望向我,我已經嚇至猛然往後縮,因為我心知肚明:Erica現在在英國!!再說了,Erica不喜歡郊外,她喜歡行博物館,行商場,而非這種荒郊野外!這個絕不可能是Erica,她絕不是…475Please respect copyright.PENANASoLnRgU4XE
「你媽媽最近病情點樣?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAY1zQ90YoX4
嗡——475Please respect copyright.PENANAbHlgG98X5u
一點也不誇張,我耳邊直接耳鳴了。475Please respect copyright.PENANAfiNc57ag36
因為我沒有向太多人說我媽的事,主要都是不希望其他人擔心。但Erica身為我的女朋友…前度,所以她自然知道這件事。除了她外,就只有我的家人知道這件事,這…475Please respect copyright.PENANA2RtP2R41xY
這個…這個只能是Erica吧?475Please respect copyright.PENANAVUdyItQkap
那麼剛剛和我在電話中聊天的人是誰?!想到這兒,我連忙把手上的水扔下,山水嘩啦地撒了一地,但管它啊?!我掏出電話解鎖,即使Erica出了門去上學,在路上也應該能聽電話的吧!雖然說她說過不喜歡在路上等公眾地方聊電話,但是現在管不了這麼多了!475Please respect copyright.PENANAeF8CIjGg7S
電話撥出。475Please respect copyright.PENANABSZvhQhEnn
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」475Please respect copyright.PENANAij5XSpUAL6
我卻聽到了電話鈴聲,還是Erica專登設定和我一樣的電話鈴聲。475Please respect copyright.PENANA2LHhOk9Cp0
鈴聲,從眼前的Erica身上發出。475Please respect copyright.PENANA2YUd3WMYaZ
「阿友,雖然我講過話我唔鐘意公眾地方講電話…但依加我整親隻腳行唔到,可唔可以過黎扶我?」眼前的Erica接通電話,聲音聽起來也是一模一樣,就是那個Erica。475Please respect copyright.PENANAqBweJbQvWA
「你,你唔係!你你你痴撚線架!!你咩咩怪物呀?!你痴撚柒線架!」475Please respect copyright.PENANANohSkOZypG
不對勁!!跑!!475Please respect copyright.PENANA3OiOU606Cr
我水也不管了,馬上轉身拔腿就跑!秋日的晚風這時卻帶著酷寒,我全身雞皮疙瘩,毛骨悚然,那傢伙,為甚麼會知道我媽的事?!為甚麼會知道Erica不喜歡公眾地方說電話?!為甚麼我打電話給Erica她的手機會響?!475Please respect copyright.PENANAPoQpaYkltk
這…可能性只有一個吧:她就是Erica。475Please respect copyright.PENANAaYHO33G8Qb
所以這是惡作劇?以為人在外國,卻靜悄悄地回來再出現在我面前的那種無聊惡作劇!那個真的是Erica?475Please respect copyright.PENANAYPWf7tQBwO
不可能吧!剛剛才說過昨天去了吃唐餐!475Please respect copyright.PENANAcLunLFaPGa
咦但也只是片面之詞,說不定…475Please respect copyright.PENANAVyaHiIXTdG
「阿友,你唔想見我?」475Please respect copyright.PENANA5brolEtB1Q
即使我跑了多少步,聲音卻緊緊追在我身後,我鼓起勇氣地回首看,Erica還是坐在那兒,但按道理這距離下除非她用盡全力大吼,否則我根本沒可能聽到她的聲音。475Please respect copyright.PENANAtKH6j3BStc
她的聲音卻好像直接在腦中響起似的。475Please respect copyright.PENANA6J5862FoEZ
「阿友,你明明就想我留係度唔去英國,依加我就係度,點解你要咁對我?」Erica神色黯然地說。475Please respect copyright.PENANAWDRU7JUXCO
「……我…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAclhKeIJVjH
「你係咪已經唔鐘意我?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAJYZKVTqyA6
不是。475Please respect copyright.PENANAfmMX2kVPlz
我怎會不喜歡她。475Please respect copyright.PENANAAqKCs1wgZm
我喜歡她到不得了。475Please respect copyright.PENANAFTsffHmvod
「……你明明就仲鐘意我。」Erica說,「點解要呃自己?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAtTnphIjaT3
「我…」475Please respect copyright.PENANANn53CZSu8T
腳尖不知不覺間向著Erica的方向前進。475Please respect copyright.PENANA17wA9xwyiF
「我真係好想見你,阿友,所以我先專登黎搵你,阿友,我地已經半年無見過對方喇。」475Please respect copyright.PENANASEzZUKUsJ1
不可能的。475Please respect copyright.PENANAIQSSrsjFZL
這是錯的地方。475Please respect copyright.PENANAttrBqcOIoi
這是錯的人。475Please respect copyright.PENANAjrxYVkBQl2
Erica這個人,絕不可能在這時間,出現在這地點。475Please respect copyright.PENANABUDQzAi64q
但是—475Please respect copyright.PENANAMyF85HBXs8
腳還是不自覺地往Erica的方向走去。475Please respect copyright.PENANAglf51hGbyG
「Erica,但係你明明…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAdooOEklQyR
嘴上雖然這樣說,但我還是走向她。475Please respect copyright.PENANAErE8voqb11
我們都想看到自己所相信的事。475Please respect copyright.PENANA8IgAp1bN6N
即使明知那不可能,明知那是未知的危險怪異,但還是被自己的夢幻泡影蒙蔽理智。475Please respect copyright.PENANAHyS1vpSCKG
一步又一步,我漸漸走向Erica。475Please respect copyright.PENANAo4W8jtbc0y
那是一塊在海邊的礁石,就在海灘盡頭的小海岬處,由於海流的問題,海岬下的沙床往往會被離岸流淘空,導致變成突然深水的陷阱,加上半夜正在漲潮,那礁石所在無疑是最危險的。475Please respect copyright.PENANAhc5ob8Yqao
那又怎樣。475Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Klui4i2K
Erica就在我眼前。475Please respect copyright.PENANAPvpyGns9pG
熟悉的她,一如以往動人的她,就在我眼前。475Please respect copyright.PENANAXMtFMC5SVF
呵呵呵呵…Erica…終於回來了……475Please respect copyright.PENANAmSp7R1CDQY
「阿友…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAyQUcNTOAAe
「Erica…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAo2VVe6WY1k
「醒喇,柒頭。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAjO0FYORMvQ
「砰!」475Please respect copyright.PENANABDrL4xxQIG
「哎呀!」475Please respect copyright.PENANATCWfkHVFZw
後腦被叩了一記,我回一看,一個叼著香煙的大姐正拿著一支那種游水的浮棒,看樣子剛剛就是用這玩意來打我。475Please respect copyright.PENANAiWr7oeD5mx
「邊撚個啊?!」475Please respect copyright.PENANAvjigyvtfbh
不知不覺間,水深已及膝。475Please respect copyright.PENANARIPBJ1kL1M
「你救命恩人,今日我先係小賣亭賣過燒賣俾你咁快就唔記得?」她說,「個塊石頭上面,你望到有人係唔係?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAvTb3BHhmVg
「佢係Erica,我既…前度…」475Please respect copyright.PENANAJp2t2jV5dv
「海面倒影入面有無佢?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAtNko70zOSE
「咩無佢,倒影入面點會…」475Please respect copyright.PENANASYgyu6Zzyv
沒有。475Please respect copyright.PENANAMNBq9JrJJZ
「咦…?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAIN1zmvXG1l
在海水的倒映中,那只是一塊空空如也的礁石,但把視線從海面往上掃視,Erica卻好好的坐在那兒凝視著我。475Please respect copyright.PENANAYMLWLekflJ
「已知體,賽蓮。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAOkXAuSzvXL
「咩已知體…」475Please respect copyright.PENANABDSsK9Yw3W
「你眼中你既女朋友,身上所有情報都係舊既係唔係?雖然我睇唔到,但佢應該著住你見過衫,髮型,咩都好,全部都係你見過野,完全無新野係咪?咁就係所謂既已知體,佢係基於你回憶中既人而投影出黎既幻影,基於所有你已知既事實。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAch7N9sR5wT
的確。475Please respect copyright.PENANAnLB87NR49P
Erica穿著和我於機場分手時的衣服,連手機鈴聲也是當日我為她設定的那一首,已知體,基於我的回憶而成立的幻影嗎?475Please respect copyright.PENANAv5omwVn5Fs
「佢唔係你前度,佢叫賽蓮,係呢個島既自然現象。」老板娘說,「跟我黎啦,唔好再行過去,佢就係想引你過去,今晚會好漫長。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAf4WD2gqmUm
Erica的臉色變得很差,但還是坐在那礁石上。475Please respect copyright.PENANA2ydGxtAQvb
看腳下的水流,只出幾步我就會墜入那被離岸流掏空的水下空穴被捲走吧。475Please respect copyright.PENANADfkRKf6htA
「佢…佢係鬼?」我回頭涉水跟著老板娘往岸上走去。475Please respect copyright.PENANAG18eSmJnUl
但Erica沒死,我不可能見到她的鬼魂才對。
「嗯,可以咁講,賽蓮佢…算係呢個島上既獨有自然現象,但係講到尾,佢係你既心魔。」老板娘說,「你啊,你應該都唔係咩好人,哼。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAZXWiXmcQtj
如果現身的是我的心魔—那麼我們可能完蛋了。
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