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The final week of University.557Please respect copyright.PENANACNMFIPPme2
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 557Please respect copyright.PENANAJzXCWIIKv5
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.557Please respect copyright.PENANAQhUJ4b8pnp
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.557Please respect copyright.PENANAfYhgvMrzu9
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.557Please respect copyright.PENANA7BQZk6hfNo
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 557Please respect copyright.PENANA1tuIBkg2Qj
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 557Please respect copyright.PENANAWCRwlpXMEF
I can't think of anything.557Please respect copyright.PENANARV9c0dJlGF
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.557Please respect copyright.PENANAEL8AUQ0AfE
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...557Please respect copyright.PENANAWGB4NOKBTo
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 557Please respect copyright.PENANALcRkCc5uVQ
Instead, I've achieved nothing.557Please respect copyright.PENANAmz9sgwNWv0
And I didn't even have fun.557Please respect copyright.PENANAu3NO37XQGT
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 557Please respect copyright.PENANAAwgkLgWP78
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.