(A break from the Japan holiday food rant. Next and final Japan blog issue will be out next week!)
My family keeps pestering me to get a job. I know... I really want to move out again, too. 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XY49arUPv
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But the thing is... I'm worthless to companies. The economy is declining, so of course competition will be more intense.589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgPshBrC5M
And me, in my field. Sure, my GPA is a little above average, but so what? There are so many people out there better than me.589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6nBq4Ctat
What else can I offer to the company? I don't have anything special. They're looking for talented, passionate individuals. I don't have talent nor passion. I don't have a reason to work that's not money. Sure, I like talking to people, I work well in a team, but come on. 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7xW1pLZoI
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When it comes to technical work, I'm not confident in anything at all.589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDbIwc3hC1
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A year ago, I didn't know anything. I was optimistic, excited to get an internship. So I aced my interviews.
But this time, I'm as unsure as ever. It's not even just "impostor syndrome". It's a fact. I have crap time management, I'm not motivated at all, not passionate, I don't like learning new things, new systems or anything related to the field. Who'd want to hire me?
And all this reflects in my digital interviews as well. I get choked up, and mess up multiple times.
I just... 589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf67FKZjKAM
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I wish I could be happy without needing that money and status. Be fulfilled. Content.589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroKB8nx4m6
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Anyway, that's that.589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiz2YCUzwg
(Though at the time of publishing this, I have a job. Not relating to my major, but it’s fun. I wrote this a while ago.)
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and then Add to home screen.