這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢415Please respect copyright.PENANAvPmZyawXEc
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰415Please respect copyright.PENANAN8PkGB0Ocw
太難回頭只能一直走不停415Please respect copyright.PENANAKzuBcyQhAj
曾經兩個人流失人海之中415Please respect copyright.PENANA61zgzG1ANd
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明明不甘心 明明還在等415Please respect copyright.PENANASno288aNtD
卻偏要假装 早就不痛415Please respect copyright.PENANAO4nHNjettL
明明奢望著 你也再次心動415Please respect copyright.PENANAEUNunWVi9f
越美好期待 越容易落空415Please respect copyright.PENANA7CzFHpC5HP
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆415Please respect copyright.PENANA79wvyvzisZ
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂415Please respect copyright.PENANA6waEXU9UtM
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小415Please respect copyright.PENANA33AZctJrC7
一放手就消散掉415Please respect copyright.PENANAL9XC0shZaD
我也想灑脱一笑415Please respect copyright.PENANAWQhfUiL0Bu
說一生那麼長415Please respect copyright.PENANAgASJok7Q0R
爱與你都不重要415Please respect copyright.PENANAkYVnCiwKGq
也許還會遇到另一個人415Please respect copyright.PENANAjiHMmXWlpn
許下相似的諾言415Please respect copyright.PENANAQRYvmPAzCM
我知道我難以做到415Please respect copyright.PENANAzoepAhX0DB
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明明不甘心 明明還在等415Please respect copyright.PENANAUbuvFqyBHn
卻偏要假装 早就不痛415Please respect copyright.PENANAQvIMluR4Rp
明明奢望著 你也再次心動415Please respect copyright.PENANApBriOsWIwC
越美好期待 越容易落空415Please respect copyright.PENANAwPqbbJO3eG
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆415Please respect copyright.PENANABaaDPmMvxA
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂415Please respect copyright.PENANAXa1mTsyXGL
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小415Please respect copyright.PENANAxj5wt1ASru
一放手就消散掉415Please respect copyright.PENANA2SyPNHJRPu
我也想灑脱一笑415Please respect copyright.PENANAuNAtTKt76M
說一生那麼長415Please respect copyright.PENANAHJNzX9rkxR
愛與你都不重要415Please respect copyright.PENANANWq4yoRJbe
也許還會遇到另一個人415Please respect copyright.PENANAdzO6Og3FHh
許下相似的諾言415Please respect copyright.PENANAPU4CWy0R0d
我知道我難以做到415Please respect copyright.PENANASzT2niqzTg
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小415Please respect copyright.PENANAbhrfcRiSfv
一放手就消散掉415Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4Q2ZOVpGU
你的心飘向遠方415Please respect copyright.PENANAVOBq9K2IPu
我留不住也好415Please respect copyright.PENANAnuWBF1rAxq
酸與苦比恨要好415Please respect copyright.PENANAXJwHOjpdvh
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐415Please respect copyright.PENANAWo8vgoMzCx
天亮就繼續微笑415Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9FQPYsi1w
我知道我可以做到415Please respect copyright.PENANAexCbVAg9fv
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?415Please respect copyright.PENANA7owmD5Cs9M
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。415Please respect copyright.PENANA1F7qcXnGXJ
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,415Please respect copyright.PENANAPAa6LOl3pk
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,415Please respect copyright.PENANA8LNJZiklHY
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。415Please respect copyright.PENANAEQbghvF9Zs
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」415Please respect copyright.PENANArH0zTJzRdR
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......415Please respect copyright.PENANAjoZISpeTyi
如果當初,沒有推開你,415Please respect copyright.PENANABMJ1Ykx8al
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,415Please respect copyright.PENANAybYMYGHU1a
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。415Please respect copyright.PENANAgsUEP4EdEp
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。415Please respect copyright.PENANA30lIZCtASo
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,415Please respect copyright.PENANAOBsZMLWSFU
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,415Please respect copyright.PENANA8RVsvuVGNz
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。415Please respect copyright.PENANATfJzag8n1H
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。415Please respect copyright.PENANAh3Yf6ryjdt
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?415Please respect copyright.PENANAMr3lCMeflx
滄海桑田,人事已空,415Please respect copyright.PENANAH9iGa79zew
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。415Please respect copyright.PENANAVeSkq2cF96
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。415Please respect copyright.PENANAHQFUj6B73K
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,415Please respect copyright.PENANAv76bFEP7rF
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。415Please respect copyright.PENANAW0wJQIzbP2
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。415Please respect copyright.PENANAcs7YSMJNXT
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,415Please respect copyright.PENANA5bkIAt12c4
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。415Please respect copyright.PENANASQsnUaxHVD
但我卻害怕了,415Please respect copyright.PENANAfHf7M7xRzn
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,415Please respect copyright.PENANAbG9rwO4u7I
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我415Please respect copyright.PENANAwvM0i6Id08
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAJLVg8USs39
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。415Please respect copyright.PENANAnxuE101kkr
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。415Please respect copyright.PENANA24HP61MxCa
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。415Please respect copyright.PENANAg17YOR375n
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,415Please respect copyright.PENANAT0zutnVQh7
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。415Please respect copyright.PENANAUePLerrd0X
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。415Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qb1777Hso
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,415Please respect copyright.PENANAWGnRuXAE6m
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,415Please respect copyright.PENANAwyZQetPw2G
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。415Please respect copyright.PENANAIDzoeSU5n1
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。415Please respect copyright.PENANA2llEE5pLUj
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。415Please respect copyright.PENANA4zNQhsoudw
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,415Please respect copyright.PENANAxce8b1HmtE
在這場時光洪流之中,415Please respect copyright.PENANAzcfodQzhR9
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?415Please respect copyright.PENANAoiNNi71PTi
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,415Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZZunYOHVp
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。415Please respect copyright.PENANApa8NnZiQWV
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......415Please respect copyright.PENANAUdkNxLMWLR
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,415Please respect copyright.PENANA9x1lKBy14y
我希望你不要恨我,415Please respect copyright.PENANAqJr8cP4oUS
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。415Please respect copyright.PENANANVn36MI5Yf
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。415Please respect copyright.PENANAa3XQcvdZEv
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。415Please respect copyright.PENANAwKUmckjYor
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?415Please respect copyright.PENANAVAzzG4QdYi
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,415Please respect copyright.PENANAkhZXWpnyqB
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,415Please respect copyright.PENANAjLJSTpPxh7
我都想真心的,向你道歉。415Please respect copyright.PENANAB2VB8Ioaf8
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。415Please respect copyright.PENANAXQYyVcflvM
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?415Please respect copyright.PENANAiXmEHSEwHo
明明想要灑脫一笑的......415Please respect copyright.PENANAtOa3eAoxkF
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......415Please respect copyright.PENANAqk4EYOw9nd
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。415Please respect copyright.PENANAqDQSsVBMZf
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?415Please respect copyright.PENANAIGOEXsNil6
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,415Please respect copyright.PENANACWGDenXt7c
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?