Rape And Abuse374Please respect copyright.PENANAhZke6mZyI7
They said it tears you apart374Please respect copyright.PENANAEJuOITQ3JV
It hurts you374Please respect copyright.PENANAm7w4LuuaNJ
But it will not end you374Please respect copyright.PENANAkw6uLK0P1n
I say bullshit374Please respect copyright.PENANAHaQPvwRQAV
It ended that girl374Please respect copyright.PENANAO0eRSvgkOK
She was innocent and sweet374Please respect copyright.PENANAUnKsZs1EVu
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain374Please respect copyright.PENANAOn3GHGILuG
Begging for God to please save her374Please respect copyright.PENANAMLmDThmipB
Make it stop374Please respect copyright.PENANAo2DgFr94oo
What did she do to deserve it374Please respect copyright.PENANAx6lgkI9Dv0
Nothing374Please respect copyright.PENANAhLSfReAkxs
She was just a kid374Please respect copyright.PENANAwjPprROso1
She lies in a grave now far below the surface374Please respect copyright.PENANA5FnSuH6DKM
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold374Please respect copyright.PENANA18CYZaU7ih
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside374Please respect copyright.PENANAzDRe61sZIl
Right374Please respect copyright.PENANAiphZqiwKV7
She lies in her grave374Please respect copyright.PENANAdTNGA4TseZ
I stand in her body374Please respect copyright.PENANAvLpBDunE8i
In her thoughts374Please respect copyright.PENANAr1grqMBfdr
In her nightmares374Please respect copyright.PENANAwc5Hsc7hY9
In all the pain she's built up374Please respect copyright.PENANAc8XGoumbjV
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack374Please respect copyright.PENANAfCjqAGj8GH
She isn't waking up374Please respect copyright.PENANA4IDWXSoROK
She doesn't get to heal374Please respect copyright.PENANAVN9BanyJGd
I deal with the aftermath374Please respect copyright.PENANAprVFt5IVsF
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe374Please respect copyright.PENANAkpqyXcJgV8
No one has met her since we were young374Please respect copyright.PENANAVfrnRE8Eu2
I lay with the thoughts at night374Please respect copyright.PENANA37LdwWPnuc
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low374Please respect copyright.PENANAphz1KvfIzh
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low374Please respect copyright.PENANAIkRhkASkJA
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window374Please respect copyright.PENANA9smwIQ4v3K
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep374Please respect copyright.PENANALJSg4QWlDG
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened374Please respect copyright.PENANA6XetdyBVLS
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near374Please respect copyright.PENANAf5xLi6okKL
Watching374Please respect copyright.PENANAmHOhaqQHvT
Waiting374Please respect copyright.PENANAN89QX7KxVd
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family374Please respect copyright.PENANADhnN4LDIwq
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do374Please respect copyright.PENANAVGxWYIb3nL
I stand with my back against the wall374Please respect copyright.PENANAcF3fbWRXhV
Because I know no one can come up from behind374Please respect copyright.PENANA7idMiVBY63
Afraid of the dark374Please respect copyright.PENANABU6dmEK3sJ
Afraid of sleeping374Please respect copyright.PENANAwA12Nio1SW
Afraid of my hometown374Please respect copyright.PENANAg8EVlzUtia
Afraid of crowds374Please respect copyright.PENANAVNPK2w00kG
Afraid of every noise and movement374Please respect copyright.PENANAgy5TvAoemG
Afraid of myself374Please respect copyright.PENANAhE2VKzSmzl
What have I become374Please respect copyright.PENANAf5DXknQpUK
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts374Please respect copyright.PENANAuO6IeSECr0
When will I get to heal374Please respect copyright.PENANAh0w9n3vTPS
Where will it stop stop stop374Please respect copyright.PENANACyyvmxmNHr
But I know the answers don't I374Please respect copyright.PENANANGbVR1yLIE
I always have374Please respect copyright.PENANAVIxyutv2Jt
I'm a product of trauma again and again374Please respect copyright.PENANA4HxXmrHW6H
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow374Please respect copyright.PENANARoArsfWo3I
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia374Please respect copyright.PENANACLfDwtBqUj
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.374Please respect copyright.PENANAmyjL7xlL1b
Rape And Abuse374Please respect copyright.PENANAEU0X4yaeYa
Ends the person you were and creates a new product374Please respect copyright.PENANA4ByIqAOlAB
The product of rape and abuse374Please respect copyright.PENANAnCmjtGFGTZ
Never your own person again374Please respect copyright.PENANAUefaLdypW3
An imposter to your ownself374Please respect copyright.PENANAgqbTkvF99h
The products perfect mold374Please respect copyright.PENANAbYIfgh0soX
You can't go back374Please respect copyright.PENANAoCxFtB3kXB
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created374Please respect copyright.PENANAsHCJVa5c1W
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked374Please respect copyright.PENANArQVLQzOltQ
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house374Please respect copyright.PENANAH9g0K0ZEbZ
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car374Please respect copyright.PENANAMYLCTR8q3Q
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure374Please respect copyright.PENANAMEh63frNTw
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone374Please respect copyright.PENANA3uuk2bci7i
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary374Please respect copyright.PENANArREkHo0Iqx
You cannot ever go back from that374Please respect copyright.PENANADg5Vsm4gZ9
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead374Please respect copyright.PENANAxao8UlWHML
Gone374Please respect copyright.PENANAtsaYgiRMB3
You374Please respect copyright.PENANAzAWIZx92n0
Cannot374Please respect copyright.PENANAX9KOXjVjkc
Go374Please respect copyright.PENANAl2jBtE5L9R
Back374Please respect copyright.PENANAwfjcHzH4Z5
The product is permanent374Please respect copyright.PENANAnOm4WFFvXh
You cannot go back from it374Please respect copyright.PENANAG5XQbfsFmm
Rape And Abuse374Please respect copyright.PENANAiumuqMpjJG
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