Was I asking for too much ? - Nyx

Was I asking for too much ?44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfDpMSsvY7

I had always been a little bit different.

Growing up, I often felt out of place, like I didn't belong. I was constantly searching for something, but I wasn't sure what.

I was an introvert and kept to myself, rarely opening up to anyone.

I often felt misunderstood and had a hard time connecting with those around me.

I was scared of being judged and ridiculed, so I kept my thoughts and feelings to myself.

As I got older, the darkness began to take over. I sank deeper and deeper into depression and despair.44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11XJ9lkFSL

My world was dark and bleak, and I felt lost and alone.

I wanted to be loved and accepted, but I felt like that would never happen.

I tried to push my feelings down, but they kept creeping up.

I found myself withdrawing more and more, burying my head in anime, books, and music.

But no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't seem to shake the sadness.

Finally, I reached my breaking point. It was going to happen, sooner or later.

I was so deep in my own despondency that I couldn't find my way out.

I was so overcome with glumness, that I caused my own demise from emotional dysregulation.44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOIwkRzujb

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