突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzgxsBBZ5r
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「嗡隆……」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjc5lkS57A
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCT4bA3qqZ
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錯過尾班車了…呢。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKtegjx6gm
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左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PSNL5lng3
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiNkQcd0u7
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar1YxP7cGs
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1nMKxvFAp
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心情壞透了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc9ZpGfUlY
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無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte5A6QU4Qb
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……抱歉，我也不知道。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ686qPnmBdT
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVXhv4iEbe
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYpQoWAVyk
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「唉。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9j4lqRwTW
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3FLPIdppd
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QL6OPsaH8
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32X7BkKZTJ
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqL1IQznxf
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN1jlQ31Ee
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuxnbOlPCH
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「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanRs11PkLK
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZuU6PpwzL
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP8zONzDzV
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJbACBtQHR
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1e3D2zSOs
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjKYyrLwM3
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRvbq0ubOU
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuET5wPEMR
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj7CSYi1r8
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EbMLYDmpt
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEOx8H9GdB
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活成這個樣子，真抱歉。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyW0Z9G6IZ
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本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQr4PpB0TZ
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「先生。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LODNITkcP
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一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLAOGIWyXT
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx6F4ZTiQH
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSmqGQRshK
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQB2wsX7wG
「閂…站？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuLnfJytHW
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「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx75LqRdsEw
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJZAxjM7GF
要不是這條命是借來的話……1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHDH0vXrs8
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「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVjN4dODa4
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqebpCj4Na
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnxF5cVzDA
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他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7m1mbgfgz
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「咁……啊。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBAyWoYswp
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「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z13dgHQOH
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「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GL0lmgLfX
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YA6hpQVLN
「我帶你行。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L6cMAAwmv
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSTXMszMBW
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeocZ3krbl
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZNcvoQRoK
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「呃……算係。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUcD3r1qlg
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不再是了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfrU1RVKrU
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3liqsFVZRS
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxlzH3ipn0
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「好聲行啦，拜拜！」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFtagH9Oqh
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夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gFDofWh8K
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeuHddQOHx
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ062rlTaGAf
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ898TmKdBmO
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShzQ75B8DG
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDaVtMw3XK
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp8DFgefJx
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc8AloviHw
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSwbRIzndO
因為我沒有。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhox6JUhoRy
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我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelI7maylEH
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活該。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuJ3VBFYSK
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBQ8JoVeyJ
我活該。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNF0NTGiE5
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM9at7W0yU
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7jrFG1KAf
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdDVCCxsMv
不想。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbn1ahay6B
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我……我不想找她。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAVld68Rwk
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不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFchLtLl6SZ
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU6I39D0O7
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcEbn06up8
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我不想。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdCCuBu6gL
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FRN1meyaP
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wx3XX2KZl
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不就有了嗎？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIsUBX7U3w
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掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuLsG7lzV8
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZtv6IwAil
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5yV0IzDgN
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而且，我連地圖都不用。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtvbsd6Zpe
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9hMkbX58D
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUB8QrsvHi
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光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMI8aFlKRj
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出發吧。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0qMyG4Ihy
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下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31PEFIFCXq
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漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs748JKh9Dj
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQtBSxqvWX
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrUV5nIxhJ
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOdb7AGR8q
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaJyv1r3pA
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ4rKy1x2d
「溫年柏。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrSctBaiou
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkq7qHCFDq
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1yCZvRoMq
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU0gLvjITQ
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8bfU0pYPQ
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIYsBedkkL
沒有人。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqv4Nn3yVO
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dK39kU4zN
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEn2bJ2s9J
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2uFIoHH07
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhVnwDWkyz
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SnTdCyv48
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ870IoBOWoA
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4djaQ3bpK
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4GyNBtemu
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這到底是……1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYVcRG4RJW
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV6TBclGJW
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7U7tR5nW2
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7LGARN1uB
是…霧之類嗎……？1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc1iPlqVvO
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9C6oMo6qY
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh4nWE0P7o
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但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UtSDgpCIy
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe53QlDlZGF
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf6mxyGGdO
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFqjjFZRmj
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX0Stjaf8o
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofAvhRHIh9
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEwVoYXyhE
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqQ3YA5B8c
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