突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqFBEeW2HE
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「嗡隆……」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RKTtDUbni
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSrVMoTZgI
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錯過尾班車了…呢。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEs3GekCoN
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左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nzymsZvRb
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJj8921MxS
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfO7LH6peA
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I9RmhiouD
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心情壞透了。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlrFvaRIAg
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無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwyEKvs5KY
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……抱歉，我也不知道。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9uHORl2V2
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6d7CUmjoI
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mi67wjoF8
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「唉。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQxUMKZ1Ba
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtS1qMayLp
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjkLce27Eb
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溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQhI1v1cLy
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pCII4u6bD
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22MFtWpVtY
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILjc6NDzj2
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhVC2omAsx
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGFkHqdEYU
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQqmKRLwpn
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomx81wWtQB
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllSsiNhcHf
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHojf2L7j6
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIhYZJvtRU
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我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6wsxAEiie
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先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmKQdLroNK
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活成這個樣子，真抱歉。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNifXv0zb6
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本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmX3hqV7FN
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「先生。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ283ceW1mFs
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一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UXhJSm1M9
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMMDxs7wpg
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLROhonr4SK
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「閂…站？」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jhU8tIiwe
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「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHRtJD7JTv
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要不是這條命是借來的話……1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbepGp6HY2u
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「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnVngXqqnF
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXcftIXvlR
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzlsEr9pPu
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他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmKzFFPDvp
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「咁……啊。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1QLzl3bV2
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「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsMxHR4S0C
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「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsdJe1DxbV
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「我帶你行。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4I0SGoTeL
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCifeoh1GsE
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzGFqHaC9o
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGMJRQgGbW
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi4DDjKIeC
「呃……算係。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaewCc9ZjI
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不再是了。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjvZpKMS6Y
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意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu7ziJWJXb
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「好聲行啦，拜拜！」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XA3cxNMhK
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夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27NlB1IINz
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tois0YMeE
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx7ZPlfiCO
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCTjoFTN8E
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1ylvLTFQE
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGAstCGEha
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw1pSIMrvs
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TaQXbsDmj
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因為我沒有。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY8D8RWBPB
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我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ60b6mFWI
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIB9CXqpaE
活該。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlRy1rnyd8
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我活該。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bbkYLsXv7
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正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNflo6fN4E
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不想。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrdgmK7Ex5
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我……我不想找她。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv03S0rwdDy
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不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHwdWzxYrK
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRmvJKII4m
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJRFTWH1iI
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx27GK2qcEF
我不想。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9azYK2jbJ8
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKkgpXwKnW
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfszJjw1yBh
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59nM8N9D9i
不就有了嗎？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7fFQ5eaJi
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掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73iHW5fCai
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既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQT5XsAqNk
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而且，我連地圖都不用。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauZQea6SaC
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYJc8yxUUD
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgp6z9qpYH
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光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdNcV8EIcK
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAodQTY3vH
出發吧。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgmhaQYeUq
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下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi607s2tBym
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kTjJBCjwQ
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjCyvhhdnR
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvymT8OhguR
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaOExaMD0N
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZOV2AFVBU
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUFseG7G8q
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9xvOEDosl
「溫年柏。」1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLUOaw4ycd
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkPEOypgQ6
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LpG1UTPSv
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsvUqvFhRo
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5biKT6Ztm
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沒有人。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7zOgQUnD1
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehv0INe2X3
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzmCR5vFmL
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDTrIpoScn
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC0a3kARSy
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxJWw6KyPG
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q9Xv0w8Gq
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7Cff5In39
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rXWD1Z6mx
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieDL4tx0UW
這到底是……1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MMGc4lOTj
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我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB9jrFcTeU
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKYRtLTI0W
是…霧之類嗎……？1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tmqOIp3uC
1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34vguvQ6bZ
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQJGyE18h7
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但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBhE332zy1
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4LoIOwlMP
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcShPiY4rHp
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg08g9KiXjj
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyftMxQDfjS
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgBmK6wO2L
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAWaiyr3ML
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。1060Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOFnrvjruB
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