I am dreading growing old.297Please respect copyright.PENANARj7dE5YqcH
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,297Please respect copyright.PENANAlYSScoz5AL
everyone asked for a young female.297Please respect copyright.PENANAVSRgG4bwpB
what happens when I grow old,297Please respect copyright.PENANAqCArZwoNVp
what happens when my tits sag 297Please respect copyright.PENANAYhNZ72jKWo
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,297Please respect copyright.PENANAmzNfUO9yiC
will I no longer be wanted?297Please respect copyright.PENANAcjtggwvZrG
No longer desired or admired.297Please respect copyright.PENANAeTgWHBJNEp
will I just be old?297Please respect copyright.PENANANr8OTom5S1
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 297Please respect copyright.PENANA8bLRUVU8oQ
Just297Please respect copyright.PENANAa50U6kUmPv
Old.297Please respect copyright.PENANA9dXftspEY1
297Please respect copyright.PENANAz4GAIwR3jR
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?297Please respect copyright.PENANAPc5WhWE1oJ
I'll have to be good at something,297Please respect copyright.PENANAVWd4SSVuAa
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills297Please respect copyright.PENANA9ihVCExPIV
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain297Please respect copyright.PENANAquAfsF7Ykr
I'll have to be somebody297Please respect copyright.PENANA4JoURG1g3t
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth297Please respect copyright.PENANAmfjv5FgAG1
but I know I can't keep it.297Please respect copyright.PENANAFQUIUmRERe
Good things never last.297Please respect copyright.PENANAqm9PAMwepL
297Please respect copyright.PENANAt1ucHZuqjh
I don't know when youth became so important to me297Please respect copyright.PENANAVWxd0nr3J0
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail297Please respect copyright.PENANAnoiOS504ew
and why so many people died over it297Please respect copyright.PENANALe1t38gVry
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,297Please respect copyright.PENANAHnCM1Oz46Q
I would.297Please respect copyright.PENANAvM7ZPEYP2r
perhaps that makes me a bad human,297Please respect copyright.PENANAkNkjP17zhz
a bad feminist297Please respect copyright.PENANA3MxS2iZY1N
bad person,297Please respect copyright.PENANA55zi9d91VX
but all I know is it's the truth297Please respect copyright.PENANAcRgpGHX2Jl
and I would do it,297Please respect copyright.PENANAaJmA3BkHFR
297Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZQk01jQwE
I would give up so much to stay desirable.297Please respect copyright.PENANA9RfVDz6EfI
Because I've never been desired before297Please respect copyright.PENANA4xm9MpHxUg
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,297Please respect copyright.PENANAUIXNVuxeMD
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?297Please respect copyright.PENANAXZUyRA2xDz
and my skin sags from my bones297Please respect copyright.PENANAGRPJumMPDH
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach297Please respect copyright.PENANAKKfDF00cPX
my neck doubling,297Please respect copyright.PENANAdjLnxBjRIo
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad297Please respect copyright.PENANAzLrljxbzEn
297Please respect copyright.PENANA1aSJ3PgRMq
some people think when you get older looks matter less297Please respect copyright.PENANAnvGaVghwCu
But that's not true, nobody wants that297Please respect copyright.PENANAWPWOT2aWBa
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.297Please respect copyright.PENANAQprxgn836a
What will I be?297Please respect copyright.PENANAtFOVIVAy9z
Chopped liver I suppose.297Please respect copyright.PENANAXgpAHw3RV2
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools297Please respect copyright.PENANAViVGgF69jX
297Please respect copyright.PENANAue3n84iL7j
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life297Please respect copyright.PENANAt7JitvQYn6
I'm young297Please respect copyright.PENANA2sPy4RNvlO
I have done nothing time is flying by297Please respect copyright.PENANAh9vn07JLsO
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast297Please respect copyright.PENANA5NkIA50mcd
Keeps slipping from my fists.297Please respect copyright.PENANAw0qhrwt7vk
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).297Please respect copyright.PENANAINhUJ73QNT
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.297Please respect copyright.PENANAySeBiTylue
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up297Please respect copyright.PENANAZaALIfdT5M
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.297Please respect copyright.PENANA2qF6cOPzuQ
297Please respect copyright.PENANAXmpQhHh17J
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity297Please respect copyright.PENANA2oczQRnjKi
I feel it closing in on me297Please respect copyright.PENANAuWmxtHPRNW
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,297Please respect copyright.PENANA5KvGt0Xhia
looking in the mirror I see my painting.297Please respect copyright.PENANAvOIq75CBSN
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,297Please respect copyright.PENANALNhn7mlZr2
I know they're going to be my demise.297Please respect copyright.PENANAGcsMRNQaM4
297Please respect copyright.PENANAqxESzBJOfh
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen297Please respect copyright.PENANA2tOC5LkaXq
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.297Please respect copyright.PENANAefINECYmJD
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 297Please respect copyright.PENANApooFIzp5hq
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 297Please respect copyright.PENANAzMTKLgjFoa
297Please respect copyright.PENANAMVMkqltUv5
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither297Please respect copyright.PENANAiCTSaS9NTw
because I know myself if not anyone else297Please respect copyright.PENANAfeprQlO04w
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.297Please respect copyright.PENANAWAswVTrWSs
297Please respect copyright.PENANA8HHKNbB4Vm
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.297Please respect copyright.PENANAiJUPm1Dlte
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,297Please respect copyright.PENANAsykkKJ97xV
everyone asked for a young female.297Please respect copyright.PENANAzzA15KRYFU
what happens when I grow old,297Please respect copyright.PENANAXRj6f31xJK
what happens when my tits sag 297Please respect copyright.PENANAd0giKKwhnw
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,297Please respect copyright.PENANAv6QJShSq3S
will I no longer be wanted?297Please respect copyright.PENANANL1Je7AoNj
No longer desired or admired.297Please respect copyright.PENANADw4gJoC7X8
will I just be old?297Please respect copyright.PENANATXO3Re8cao
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 297Please respect copyright.PENANAH4gmctxA2W
Just297Please respect copyright.PENANAFTnxXyCm2j
Old.297Please respect copyright.PENANAGrCiEdNNco
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?297Please respect copyright.PENANAaXmxQjJIL5
I'll have to be good at something,297Please respect copyright.PENANAVVXHijnHXt
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills297Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3sw9d9oo3
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain297Please respect copyright.PENANAeOfRhxIlCo
I'll have to be somebody297Please respect copyright.PENANAdlMhh2QxBo
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth297Please respect copyright.PENANAtx66w0lnz4
but I know I can't keep it.297Please respect copyright.PENANAi2D3A7hWVs
Good things never last.297Please respect copyright.PENANA9Las7VkmBA
297Please respect copyright.PENANAiJnRk92SVx
I don't know when youth became so important to me297Please respect copyright.PENANAsvNIFRRZ18
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail297Please respect copyright.PENANAf0z0bWAZWq
and why so many people died over it297Please respect copyright.PENANALdPzeEetOU
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,297Please respect copyright.PENANALApEyrYfJC
I would.297Please respect copyright.PENANAR0VJZsw9mL
perhaps that makes me a bad human,297Please respect copyright.PENANAZEp6kgwk3p
a bad feminist297Please respect copyright.PENANA7HbTZX0IPS
bad person,297Please respect copyright.PENANA5yTZ64PA5c
but all I know is it's the truth297Please respect copyright.PENANAJGlwwRMYzv
and I would do it,297Please respect copyright.PENANAS97KR17DoK
297Please respect copyright.PENANAbBI6hOMV6C
I would give up so much to stay desirable.297Please respect copyright.PENANA5EDLTXJhxs
Because I've never been desired before297Please respect copyright.PENANAiSYZtts0BI
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,297Please respect copyright.PENANAynBQu1WABp
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?297Please respect copyright.PENANAq3bhEhaVqD
and my skin sags from my bones297Please respect copyright.PENANADhI0EmsHaa
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach297Please respect copyright.PENANAb4WAxnvoGV
my neck doubling,297Please respect copyright.PENANA9fYUbqOrmA
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad297Please respect copyright.PENANArX2hGQ2MyX
297Please respect copyright.PENANA9fjioHKbeP
some people think when you get older looks matter less297Please respect copyright.PENANAyElPyClQKR
But that's not true, nobody wants that297Please respect copyright.PENANAV3vbrHAxmG
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.297Please respect copyright.PENANANSVaKRCFBa
What will I be?297Please respect copyright.PENANAhUprLaWeTm
Chopped liver I suppose.297Please respect copyright.PENANAO4hXu55mrv
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools297Please respect copyright.PENANAfsMmq0yBWu
297Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lw4GR5hgL
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life297Please respect copyright.PENANAbdCgihl2Vj
I'm 20297Please respect copyright.PENANAD2HVc0oStT
I have done nothing time is flying by297Please respect copyright.PENANAg41yqFen4h
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast297Please respect copyright.PENANAhR8FGlvMTy
Keeps slipping from my fists.297Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ12JEmnVU
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).297Please respect copyright.PENANArERRKiUDJL
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.297Please respect copyright.PENANAh4qqa7RoqD
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up297Please respect copyright.PENANAXjSEHbImiv
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.297Please respect copyright.PENANAhRiV8ixHfq
297Please respect copyright.PENANAe1kuLuUqXP
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity297Please respect copyright.PENANAywDvoAbC1W
I feel it closing in on me297Please respect copyright.PENANASX40qu3tYx
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,297Please respect copyright.PENANAtzEdqrNBuM
looking in the mirror I see my painting.297Please respect copyright.PENANAqmpoudrhpY
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,297Please respect copyright.PENANAy17O8YGF8M
I know they're going to be my demise.297Please respect copyright.PENANAirkUcePpvg
297Please respect copyright.PENANANWSlVB4plJ
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen297Please respect copyright.PENANA3JfPuADq2f
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.297Please respect copyright.PENANAECLFyzMpVN
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 297Please respect copyright.PENANA4i3xcIDNkG
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 297Please respect copyright.PENANAWOCjkOdCr7
297Please respect copyright.PENANAudUYDlL3y9
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither297Please respect copyright.PENANASybzRYIkfM
because I know myself if not anyone else297Please respect copyright.PENANA6q8yG79FJA
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.297Please respect copyright.PENANAefhZ3KCc5f
297Please respect copyright.PENANA7OQ6yB03mi
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old