II. Melancholic260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLBjGhdYdx
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when it came time for sleep260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGfV71FyaW
he had already accepted260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy99lIsRIa
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSl0rJBivV
for there was never a night260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvqLc1Q7RK
in which he slept sweetly260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeElQBb2pzQ
in which his eyes didn’t sting260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU40B4wUNxJ
in which his body didn’t throb260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThV0gS71lj
in which he wasn’t a zombie260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yZijcaydx
he hates to be awake260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ujgS6p72u
he wants to be asleep260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z6IHMKCye
In the heap of a mess260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJJYwjPTeU
the young man rests260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rbyeJs0EF
his back against the box spring mattress260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd1ewbfg48
underneath the dreary light260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6BNZ2Oar2
of a circular ceiling orb260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8KOUL3H2h
intricately measured to be equally hung260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK5pMOkToQ
centered between the four walls260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6LHYCFrNz
enclosing around him260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqcsUBA4lK
the small, box-like room260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QbOyrilCY
a little room crowded with too many things260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBKH1T3CWO
full of everything260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yS0mHHNxU
littered amongst the carpet260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjwAxNL8DQ
there is books260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKvGxMRPcM
there is paintings260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHDzuNRedM
there is wrappers and trash260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQconVznMzI
things are stacked and things are hanging260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxAyEI9sVw
they're placed and leaning on edges260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVkR64GAEY
things are covered260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6qdcuMNhy
and hidden260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ZiJYLGA5
and tottering on ledges260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRl3nNavJy
and eight or nine blankets260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcWfW7YPy4
are piled atop one another260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdqbS90maG
heavy on himself, on his bed260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjyNz7Ze5a
falling onto the floor260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjprV9sYdj
like a nest of distraction and260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrshP6H1yqb
bullshit260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl56gmr2vFv
and shadows260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHmhzc9jlo
there are things invisible he can’t see260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR3TCiPEYK
there is always the fear260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT0qu82IZO
they hide in the darkness260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4acGXk86l2
and are hard not to run into260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtxJeOZ0Bx
There is a concentration260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIKYdNeYM2
to the paranoia260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRse3AqoZU
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVpgo5wLML
like he’s looking for that something unseen260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdzFmtVdkQ
Don’t let everything fall!260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOcmaLFy9a
like a plea260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViUb9jVd6n
he is trudging on through260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC44cCIR5m
and heaving and slumping260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaapSmSTev
what used to feel safe260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6111khwP1
like hearth260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiGQZVHCSg
but now feels engulfed in ice260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J3avPj7H0
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfbJzopOcu
He won’t be able to do this much longer260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PJQQHypws
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk20I2akzS
that smells artificially sweet260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDGkMsRsCD
and burnt260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQWX6uomvF
because of the flickering wicks260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13ZivzQ2VQ
he has three candles lit260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjR0jUxJSE
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4ZJUatjwV
for a second260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqpbTwN6hG
like a fire is inside him260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGkSQ0VWnV
but alas it's cold outside260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqu6u5xRDm
and the storm has raged all through the night260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FV6Cts3B5
The rain falls260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdTGh5XSFv
against the small window260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYgA5lJdF0
in redundant tap-tap-taps260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDCjtWkYtz
and he attempts to count260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKHZXcIiVR
how many drops fall260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlcha4T3iC
against the pane260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEtFeZAk1S
and quickly loses his place260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1j7ugrzPa
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8RLmwdfaQ
beyond his walls as he writes260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzQQVqwTas
he wants to sleep260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh4w82wyCy
He is alone and contemplative260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhnsUhcMjV
about how it feels to fall260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjtVEpGKZ2
into the insecurity and uncomfortability260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAp0aGZ7Br
of itchy, scarred skin260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF5iOroulP
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lu0ecjy5z
against the walls260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52hWNzL2BI
of the skull260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBHIIHbz1m
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAnYuBRx7z
to block the breath of night260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QIrLxW58f
yet it's still coming in260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcaQc4Q4CB
like a frosted wind260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD98EBYpoxG
seeping through the glass260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n8CJhMf2V
of his windows260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKQ4n7DbNd
and the pores of his walls260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4T80t2RSu
breathing over the carpet260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26hJXqzOg4
and icing the scene with ghostly260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hgWxRWhn7
cold260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJKKrfy5Qx
crushing him while he’s awake260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0cBiyH3jZ
the air is too cold260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17xncEBS6g
and its weighing him down260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnp3Z1D5Lx
he cannot make out what is in front of him260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4KJNz9NV4
with depression like lightning260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V2Mz5u6sS
striking overhead260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygSaZfTYLV
bursting260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtpRlv4t7Y
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajp5VI8aLR
and he chokes on his throat260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8PmYP318V
he is paralyzed in vulnerability260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBDQ9qNYtq
his muffled gargles260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeZPG8vWJR
left unheard260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CukQAJQ6a
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbQdTI58fS
and his color is changing260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWMT9o0LrR
darker and darker260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx17KOTk7Y
in horror260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1yLH1dpvF
he forgets how to breathe260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTFCkHF4VW
and his head rushes with blue260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusCpBViyll
and then darker260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6WlaEt8RM
for a trapped, dying expression260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPcJY0W0JI
He is more and more260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccmNqms5tp
unable260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJXNee9axg
to struggle against260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg9LienaUq
the darkness260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAM039J2Em
he feels inhuman260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjqL4oGbAy
He thinks of how dreamy it would be260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9FeukTUvN
to have no shadows260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb54qwXipZL
and to encounter a hero inside260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIqq8Hi2PZ
to put an end to all of the darkness260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5TM9YlJ5q
that keeps him useless260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJxIbSTP3S
under the heavy, cold air260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwLuZrC5JE
but he realizes he has nothing left260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTxc0pBiK0
and his love is lost on those that he loves260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CsN4NWq37
for they have not given him their hearts260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvt5DygMZC
and he breaks his itchy skin260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwGNE7899b
because he’s angry with who he’s been260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqrJW5cURx
and they don’t seem to care260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5We4S2x6jV
so he thinks he’s wasted his time260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A7Ffn8SNJ
and they can go fuck themselves260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcWSljnx6q
because he doesn't want the affection260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseqy2PllQU
and he doesn’t need the attention260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApDM0ZZX9L
from someone who doesn’t love him260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCWKSc1Y6t
You don’t need them260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzWCb23Nio
You won’t have any of them260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH7H4qXo6M
Bring light upon the dark yourself260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJg8wNRAiz
He tells himself260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXf3SN8pOa
there is a way to become healthy260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6U0PdWDdy
to be warm and bright260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKTLUYoML4
but whether due to fate or choice260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uzq1dazMN
he has been led down a melancholic path260Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp13L9YcpVw
and dark thoughts disrupt him8964 copyright protection256ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PDxgjg31M 維尼

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