I. 26Please respect copyright.PENANAG5Xa4jj1cJ
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky26Please respect copyright.PENANAFMymPtlfy8
the color of lapis. On this journey,26Please respect copyright.PENANAhI9zW7FNz6
anything seems possible,26Please respect copyright.PENANArk9klcvvEE
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood26Please respect copyright.PENANAF3YjIQ9tck
to kiss. The beauty trembles,26Please respect copyright.PENANAFzD55Hm6vs
doesn't say a word, just watches26Please respect copyright.PENANAUBb0jl0Zrq
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock26Please respect copyright.PENANAW7yGN7VMms
in the shady tree above us. What26Please respect copyright.PENANAyvzM0m9EuT
settles in her heart? What congeals?26Please respect copyright.PENANATZvbv5nh6B
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns26Please respect copyright.PENANABA1i86FN3V
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn26Please respect copyright.PENANAt6eioCJgzB
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal26Please respect copyright.PENANAlTDm5ErU1e
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?26Please respect copyright.PENANAebMDJXKpZ8
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 26Please respect copyright.PENANARs2FAPlgkD
She is just this side of wonderful,26Please respect copyright.PENANA582Vrvx5gB
and suddenly the glamorous world26Please respect copyright.PENANASUyZMHdyk5
fills itself with shining and we laugh26Please respect copyright.PENANAEQZvJQq3vY
at highway monuments that explain26Please respect copyright.PENANAtKeZBfPl67
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans26Please respect copyright.PENANAshLRkd8T62
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—26Please respect copyright.PENANAfCIojZKsPF
conversion is the devil's own26Please respect copyright.PENANApxhTpn4usn
work! Then the stones of her dream26Please respect copyright.PENANAub4g9d8DfB
turn up under her feet, the back26Please respect copyright.PENANAItzAd6ZZ1U
of a huge land turtle. I know26Please respect copyright.PENANACDeI39qQnV
we must be circling Paradise26Please respect copyright.PENANAS1falMvZO6
because the ants enter the fleshy petals26Please respect copyright.PENANAC63aAeioWV
of the roadside flowers with evident26Please respect copyright.PENANAK24gcSw0zp
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 26Please respect copyright.PENANAAxmwJrfmNg
Music, my adored. When is there never26Please respect copyright.PENANA68lThWpHhz
music? My accordion puffs up26Please respect copyright.PENANAmZltygj83E
with drinkable melodies. I spill26Please respect copyright.PENANAskDMjKwrLj
her tunes into your listening ear,26Please respect copyright.PENANAGHlGYr8gvK
one after the other: the squeeze-box26Please respect copyright.PENANAcPusBsssbt
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy26Please respect copyright.PENANAauUTqvw2M9
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-26Please respect copyright.PENANA3nbj4B91N0
breaking labor song the worker croons26Please respect copyright.PENANApadBr1p50L
to earth, warbles romantic notes of26Please respect copyright.PENANAG8QS5NnYGn
dissolving borders. You melt26Please respect copyright.PENANAZRSxp4ON7C
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.26Please respect copyright.PENANAX9ecvAkgYi
Music is happy and pitiless when26Please respect copyright.PENANAc0axfYWq0K
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even26Please respect copyright.PENANAV8sU8eDutL
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 26Please respect copyright.PENANA0HlTJvdr2q
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak26Please respect copyright.PENANAOGxiHDBzRs
in a whisper.) We slip into this26Please respect copyright.PENANAWmKY7uM3cb
space half cognizant. The land is very26Please respect copyright.PENANAzpQLy4ootP
large indeed: bones of the earth26Please respect copyright.PENANAvorQkgL67k
worn down, though she is a living thing.26Please respect copyright.PENANAAe11E02lpf
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes26Please respect copyright.PENANAvu4piR3GrB
graze on the far plain—their high,26Please respect copyright.PENANAqrjeLbyTZr
white tails—the red soil throbs26Please respect copyright.PENANAgeMgWPRqv8
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky26Please respect copyright.PENANAP9S3RTs2g1
clears so smartly, perfectly, like26Please respect copyright.PENANAuzxNXCKpsN
radiance. Are the ancestors near?26Please respect copyright.PENANADiHrcW1akP
What can we know? We decide26Please respect copyright.PENANAYqUtO7u9dC
to wander around this prairie, mistaken26Please respect copyright.PENANAf9EZJqtCYt
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.26Please respect copyright.PENANAfuMz9yFWtT
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked26Please respect copyright.PENANAhZgBW9fdAv
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray26Please respect copyright.PENANAcBfFCIhsOc
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed26Please respect copyright.PENANATVI6sdptVi
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage26Please respect copyright.PENANAOJyPQzYhzO
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.26Please respect copyright.PENANAfxGJ4ot8lY
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.26Please respect copyright.PENANAu9ObIMuyR1
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room26Please respect copyright.PENANAmoVuCXt9gT
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see26Please respect copyright.PENANA12rx0U0Qj5
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean26Please respect copyright.PENANAtRumjccj1e
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her26Please respect copyright.PENANAWNFzFTXYQe
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more26Please respect copyright.PENANAu7jdvQpb6V
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But26Please respect copyright.PENANA2r8e7p5Zsa
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
VI. 26Please respect copyright.PENANAqmtGMrJrTj
Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,26Please respect copyright.PENANAb3usore5yA
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.26Please respect copyright.PENANA32IyhJohFW
We look at each other, smile. For miles26Please respect copyright.PENANAXVhSRZVcfy
we travel this way, nearly silent, point26Please respect copyright.PENANAVAUXHiMuNW
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-26Please respect copyright.PENANAolcj5JDKyv
fisher on the snag above the swollen26Please respect copyright.PENANA9ASVEET7SH
creek. One night I weep in her arms26Please respect copyright.PENANAzch51Dll7t
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched26Please respect copyright.PENANAtZeYRm9hhH
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.26Please respect copyright.PENANAQAmxRtZdHk
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs26Please respect copyright.PENANAoV637Te6dG
break from me as I think of my love26Please respect copyright.PENANACqAFfGBnsV
back home, all that I have done26Please respect copyright.PENANAj0nwVidLyI
and cannot say. This is the first time26Please respect copyright.PENANAyx8KTMdbXa
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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