
2:00 AM.
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Kimijima Kouichi received a call from the hospital.
Just one sentence:31Please respect copyright.PENANA1SELNqS3NG
—“Miss Amagi Suzuran is in critical condition.”
He didn’t ask questions.31Please respect copyright.PENANAo7nPCWRWHT
Didn’t grab a coat.31Please respect copyright.PENANAk3X4yIfYYR
Just ran.31Please respect copyright.PENANAPdJk7nWLjv
Straight to the hospital.
Outside the ICU, the white fluorescent lights were blindingly bright.31Please respect copyright.PENANAfHIPNZrNFe
One end of the hallway was deserted, the bench completely empty.
In the corner on the other side, a lone figure stood — Amagi Yuuji.
Yuuji had his head down, hands in his pockets, shoulders trembling faintly.
Kimijima recognized that silhouette instantly.31Please respect copyright.PENANAyx61hLJaRm
His steps accelerated, almost beyond control.
The fire in his chest surged up in a wave — of rage, of regret.31Please respect copyright.PENANA8snGZlpasF
He stormed forward, grabbed the other man by the collar, and shouted with a voice torn open:
"Why didn’t you take care of her?! You knew how fragile she was—!"
His throat was dry, but the words came out like blades, slicing the air.
Yuuji lifted his head. His face was pale, eyes rimmed red.31Please respect copyright.PENANAI6paUqsJcg
Dark circles sunken under his eyes made him look nothing like the usual golden boy.
“…I’m sorry,” he said hoarsely, his voice cracked. “I… I didn’t think it would…”
“Move.” Kimijima cut him off coldly, his tone low, like the air before a storm.
“I want to see her.”
Yuuji silently stepped aside.
Kimijima entered the room, approaching the bed one step at a time.31Please respect copyright.PENANA9YFs07ppHP
Each step felt like it was landing on his own heart.
She lay there quietly.31Please respect copyright.PENANAm3QpXr3jXb
Her face paler than the sheets.31Please respect copyright.PENANAIbJB0PqWfG
An oxygen mask covered her face.
Her chest rose and fell faintly — proof that she was still alive.31Please respect copyright.PENANAZM863BW977
At least, the machines said she was still alive.
Kimijima sank to his knees, trembling hands reaching for her cold fingers.
This was the girl he had cherished more than anyone,31Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ0K14yvEw
the only one he had ever loved —31Please respect copyright.PENANAYs0l5oBtua
Amagi Suzuran.
Or—Hanazono Suzuran.
He bit his lip, but couldn’t stop the tears.
"Why…"31Please respect copyright.PENANAf3gjmJjOlJ
His voice was barely audible.31Please respect copyright.PENANACBm9rDZNoP
"…did you always tell me you were doing fine?"
Why did you lie to me?31Please respect copyright.PENANAnMYvoljcOe
Why did you carry it all alone?31Please respect copyright.PENANAgxGVWHIT0a
Why… didn’t you come to me?
In that moment, time seemed to break.31Please respect copyright.PENANANUIOUsxyBL
Only the steady, cold rhythm of the heart monitor continued.
And Kimijima — had already crumbled.
4:00 AM.31Please respect copyright.PENANAdc75Elndg7
Tokinaga Tomohisa’s phone lit up.
He frowned and reached through the pile of documents on his desk to grab it.
“…Kimijima?”
He squinted at the name glowing on the screen, lips curling faintly.
“Kimijima, calling this late? That’s rare.”
He answered the call. On the other end came a voice — hoarse, low, like it had been scraped raw.31Please respect copyright.PENANAkcF9bC5vbz
Sleepy, and yet burdened with exhaustion too deep to hide.
“…Tokinaga.”
“What’s up?”31Please respect copyright.PENANAcGby1so5F0
Tokinaga leaned back in his chair, voice casual, like he was still mid-data analysis.
“…Didn’t you say that human trial you were working on still needed a volunteer?”
“Yeah.”31Please respect copyright.PENANAqAS6YIY0Xj
He pulled open a drawer and took out a form.
“But I submitted it to the government. They’re worried about butterfly effects or whatever — still haven’t approved it.”
A pause on the other end.
“…Then do it off the record. Can you send me back?”
Tokinaga’s pen stopped mid-air.
“…Huh?”31Please respect copyright.PENANA8SVn038jcy
He frowned and checked the time, sitting upright again.
“Kimijima, are you sick or something?”31Please respect copyright.PENANA85gPkHMVCv
“You, of all people, saying something like that?”
There was no immediate response.31Please respect copyright.PENANAP5CYPLwJQT
Just silence —31Please respect copyright.PENANAGtEP3RllGS
and the sound of someone breathing unevenly, like trying hard to hold back something.
“…What happened?”
As soon as he asked, a chill of foreboding passed through him.31Please respect copyright.PENANATYmU6SU6QQ
This friend — always calm, always rational —31Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ230pdtZN
this time, he was shaken. Truly shaken.
Then finally, a whisper came.31Please respect copyright.PENANAED3WjLSRRQ
So low, it was almost inaudible.
“…She died.”
Tokinaga’s fingers froze.31Please respect copyright.PENANAyVX0V1GBhf
The pen slipped from his hand.
“…She?”
He blinked.31Please respect copyright.PENANAKRvbG52gSR
His voice lost its usual indifference.
“You mean… her…”
He paused.
“…Your lady?”
Silence.31Please respect copyright.PENANAsUOvfHfATr
But that silence was the answer —31Please respect copyright.PENANA5vYaFD2CH6
heavier than any words.
Tokinaga leaned back, exhaled long and deep.31Please respect copyright.PENANAjRILu1gnJp
Pressed his thumb against his brow, as if to hold back a wave of emotion.
“…You realize activating the system could create thousands of new variables?”
“I know.”
“You might not be able to save her, even if you go back.”
“…Then I’ll go back again.”
“There’s no guarantee you’ll retain all your memories either.”
“…Then I’ll fall in love with her again, every time.”
Tokinaga opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling.31Please respect copyright.PENANAThnKz52blw
And murmured:
“…You’re insane, Kimijima.”
A quiet reply came through the line:
“I’ve always been insane for her.”
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