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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwnQklxnhD
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTk6neOGBM
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAi6f86yMl
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN7E0KLOPB
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Why are you never proud of me?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAVqtFWGMs
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdjhMEYWrt
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTyHZxHGV4
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4lqxG0nX2
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkGQdVwybV
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid3v2omdMe
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpxsUknbhL
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH81LFqFvH
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZEpw8c81T
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuGkn4lfJJ
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnAZAhd7rX
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMw6c1CbZi
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjoT2vo4Xu
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmWfM6MukN
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYdGPZgcAh
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEyeT9ENYN
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwUXuXMMbC
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerSHczHHkt
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWYEdBO16O
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5IxZ8DO1x
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVWZI0mLV4
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthBMP0gmsD
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I tried to save you.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9tNhyclQ8
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I told everyone what really happened.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWaAX4DE7B
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpB2Vhd9Ooz
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Was it painful?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRx2Ol041e
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I should never have left you.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8MHfynWdL
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They told me about your death 15 days later.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1GLrrqHDI
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F0vRGBzSz
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Was poison really that brutal?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAgM2JKOoE
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3AeNSXimg
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I thought I’d see you again.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM6cnZFfBb
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIPLZSYMo6
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But not my pain?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOCUsfIMzb
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vGKB0EcX1
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm5GV4bvs6
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqgTDnBEcu
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The only memory I have is scolding you.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxLGcj26I2
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HhUfHM1eL
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9evC76Qel
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One month later, I attempted suicide.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuqV1X3rYm
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKpOFSvAPx
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Why?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJdUQ55ry0
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqjxMhRpmV
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmq2IXISvW
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Why am I falling apart like this?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAKZ6xUL0V
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BgfNXreAq
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLGDpgrcHf
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People move on.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e2SF1QyMh
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Family is not the same for everyone.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq0SRpXRSk
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
and then Add to home screen.