副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。108Please respect copyright.PENANAluTAEIWiqB
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。108Please respect copyright.PENANAKhlgznuHGF
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。108Please respect copyright.PENANAHgCQr8AfrJ
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」108Please respect copyright.PENANAAqmBpukhx3
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。108Please respect copyright.PENANAWv79gV5RFj
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。108Please respect copyright.PENANAoFKsH72Vhq
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。108Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7FgUOaR1T
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。108Please respect copyright.PENANAeA6nciUiYo
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。108Please respect copyright.PENANAbkLLDmxiit
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。108Please respect copyright.PENANAyAcx9sGR9r
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。108Please respect copyright.PENANABTJEJMO12t
不真實,卻讓人記住。108Please respect copyright.PENANAGR3O2jbPp0
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。108Please respect copyright.PENANAc4O1aPEwII
#兩組劇組撞景#108Please respect copyright.PENANAqwRTprbdVW
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#108Please respect copyright.PENANAB5o8Mqm6ql
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。108Please respect copyright.PENANAAQujD9cG1H
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」108Please respect copyright.PENANAUvjqQVSoX2
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」108Please respect copyright.PENANADIY1plXs04
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但那一夜,我失眠。108Please respect copyright.PENANAVdFl3oNCXe
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。108Please respect copyright.PENANATVnV1qGtue
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】108Please respect copyright.PENANA8VzLCMGiMH
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。108Please respect copyright.PENANAFd4vab1rBA
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。108Please respect copyright.PENANAfmHimWXiVe
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】108Please respect copyright.PENANAW5CZDg7RRZ
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】108Please respect copyright.PENANApfCxkxrHlE
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】108Please respect copyright.PENANADPcOmnfHMp
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。108Please respect copyright.PENANA5dyzCZ7AVE
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。108Please respect copyright.PENANAjVD82Pa8qN
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」108Please respect copyright.PENANAeuVLQkJRmq
我往前一步,他也往前一步。108Please respect copyright.PENANAxxXPhtjBBg
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。108Please respect copyright.PENANAc8nFqI6Cqe
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」108Please respect copyright.PENANAaC4Njt7OPA
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」108Please respect copyright.PENANAuBHx37opRj
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」108Please respect copyright.PENANA9TiDoa6fRx
那句話,我記了很久。108Please respect copyright.PENANAkUsyz5Guqv
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。108Please respect copyright.PENANAgEXDp2Q8Jp
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。108Please respect copyright.PENANAhIDsWmjUfS
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。108Please respect copyright.PENANAD9kOwhiYSw
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。108Please respect copyright.PENANAPPBIi5bgE7
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然後,那件事發生了。108Please respect copyright.PENANAwBzEnu7OZK
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。108Please respect copyright.PENANAsLZFI6jIsP
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】108Please respect copyright.PENANAfB2keeQhNa
新聞底下全是評論:108Please respect copyright.PENANAdiOdNoBjHt
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」108Please respect copyright.PENANA374nFGPXr8
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。108Please respect copyright.PENANAOg7GRBAgw1
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。108Please respect copyright.PENANABKqTAL7AFL
他傳來訊息。108Please respect copyright.PENANA1gHhg9ISqE
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】108Please respect copyright.PENANA62muMuVWSo
【我只是送她一程。】108Please respect copyright.PENANA3bSLr8mu77
【別多想。】108Please respect copyright.PENANAL0x4ntQXPE
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。108Please respect copyright.PENANALLSojuumL8
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。108Please respect copyright.PENANA5qHBaZGjX9
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後來,他真的來找我。108Please respect copyright.PENANAt2fCmjN0K6
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。108Please respect copyright.PENANAsDyIqbqUcC
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。108Please respect copyright.PENANAF3vCRXJsOy
「妳辛苦了。」他說。108Please respect copyright.PENANAHXq5BXBt6A
我笑:「你也是。」108Please respect copyright.PENANAx21bUKd9zK
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。108Please respect copyright.PENANAi0lbEGf2vB
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。108Please respect copyright.PENANAwVZJTQJgvf
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。108Please respect copyright.PENANA9pf6Ei21mm
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。108Please respect copyright.PENANABao5XtOBX6
「你怎麼在這?」我問。108Please respect copyright.PENANAGrlIRUvrsy
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。108Please respect copyright.PENANAYBebTWfr63
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」108Please respect copyright.PENANAAPzAjllrIO
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」108Please respect copyright.PENANAusWr72pN7Q
「為什麼?」108Please respect copyright.PENANAtXnzmzB5Rr
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」108Please respect copyright.PENANAzLrWon3xhu
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。108Please respect copyright.PENANACMG19VEIGI
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」108Please respect copyright.PENANA5EiMnxGCuS
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。108Please respect copyright.PENANAjl8GN6Gej9
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。108Please respect copyright.PENANAfvpzxuEnnH
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。108Please respect copyright.PENANAIpm1ekTVyP
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。108Please respect copyright.PENANAEEDDm8Q3yg
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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