副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。106Please respect copyright.PENANACff35Eq240
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。106Please respect copyright.PENANAqE74naF36w
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。106Please respect copyright.PENANAfiKAhMbIpa
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」106Please respect copyright.PENANAeqXaZsP3au
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。106Please respect copyright.PENANAlCM7LgZomX
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。106Please respect copyright.PENANA5XGDcYPZT3
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。106Please respect copyright.PENANAddEP6CjyHj
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。106Please respect copyright.PENANA7T0NGIZj0E
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。106Please respect copyright.PENANAF2m16AtfZi
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。106Please respect copyright.PENANAm8wDbUYXQw
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。106Please respect copyright.PENANAME40k4A6WN
不真實,卻讓人記住。106Please respect copyright.PENANAge89qnLtY3
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。106Please respect copyright.PENANAz2ou1DullA
#兩組劇組撞景#106Please respect copyright.PENANAU7jcuAwhgB
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#106Please respect copyright.PENANA4rqjGKHZ0f
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。106Please respect copyright.PENANAp6udBEJEiU
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」106Please respect copyright.PENANAc68lMtxAQY
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAmHwWwdvEZI
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但那一夜,我失眠。106Please respect copyright.PENANAQRszR9mdcN
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。106Please respect copyright.PENANAj6pQSbi9lO
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】106Please respect copyright.PENANAF4nvgzoDNu
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。106Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5VCWIStcQ
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。106Please respect copyright.PENANADgnGihLhn4
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】106Please respect copyright.PENANA9xZgRQuaNb
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】106Please respect copyright.PENANAqwZ90h73Qn
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】106Please respect copyright.PENANAxQKo8XDSG1
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。106Please respect copyright.PENANAsHlCUhXS02
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。106Please respect copyright.PENANALSA92AqurX
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」106Please respect copyright.PENANASqCq3tkMnS
我往前一步,他也往前一步。106Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q33mlFeHl
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。106Please respect copyright.PENANAfVcw8Gjrf3
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAmdeQgVrFi8
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」106Please respect copyright.PENANAMCd4Z3TwC1
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」106Please respect copyright.PENANA7SP2W2Fb0I
那句話,我記了很久。106Please respect copyright.PENANArZXxVfNxeX
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。106Please respect copyright.PENANAPxaetSMYgb
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。106Please respect copyright.PENANAW2i79ZQtYy
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。106Please respect copyright.PENANAPlm4pQ84Tl
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。106Please respect copyright.PENANArWn1h3RmjF
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然後,那件事發生了。106Please respect copyright.PENANAIDiPGTXw1C
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。106Please respect copyright.PENANAufPfmtxfji
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】106Please respect copyright.PENANAArrGVQY2wl
新聞底下全是評論:106Please respect copyright.PENANAWtIV55vLi4
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」106Please respect copyright.PENANAiNp80YKxup
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。106Please respect copyright.PENANATXTzXNVTNp
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。106Please respect copyright.PENANARBRZwMBeMr
他傳來訊息。106Please respect copyright.PENANAL6jvExch9O
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】106Please respect copyright.PENANAT0bJhBb0sp
【我只是送她一程。】106Please respect copyright.PENANAs9X3EsC6EB
【別多想。】106Please respect copyright.PENANAldHlMJh9MN
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。106Please respect copyright.PENANAGEbVF9Drct
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。106Please respect copyright.PENANAvtqyCLCols
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後來,他真的來找我。106Please respect copyright.PENANAY2RfZ3u8Og
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。106Please respect copyright.PENANAo2545oa7ZC
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。106Please respect copyright.PENANA89quQecQwt
「妳辛苦了。」他說。106Please respect copyright.PENANAAjOBVDXRGu
我笑:「你也是。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAzGoYKXx9tk
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。106Please respect copyright.PENANAEKpEdovzow
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。106Please respect copyright.PENANARMGkpFmU4w
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。106Please respect copyright.PENANAogNEzpUpbC
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。106Please respect copyright.PENANAKAjp11BIHj
「你怎麼在這?」我問。106Please respect copyright.PENANAdE8964mKP4
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。106Please respect copyright.PENANAQWZrW8dOaC
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAaL80J1FgFa
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAxEEnLBbuXj
「為什麼?」106Please respect copyright.PENANAmHbVqAhHVm
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAZPiOiJ69wx
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。106Please respect copyright.PENANA2LZ1WF40Ss
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」106Please respect copyright.PENANAuAc6u0UgnE
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。106Please respect copyright.PENANACcXVdIjo2o
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。106Please respect copyright.PENANAQX4Mpq0OmY
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。106Please respect copyright.PENANAXN94FQ8ACo
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。106Please respect copyright.PENANACvisTheahF
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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