副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。90Please respect copyright.PENANA68jJOCqrsB
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAM9D0ne0obv
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAx8OrJ2hiNc
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」90Please respect copyright.PENANAbPGq4e6XRg
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。90Please respect copyright.PENANAR5pkFXSHNU
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。90Please respect copyright.PENANAsQx5W8gktE
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。90Please respect copyright.PENANA5QBietxVQR
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。90Please respect copyright.PENANAwfEJW1kERa
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。90Please respect copyright.PENANAOxWKtzOE0r
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。90Please respect copyright.PENANAvQZTxueAwS
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。90Please respect copyright.PENANArzfF6usLYW
不真實,卻讓人記住。90Please respect copyright.PENANAZC6jzDFsMz
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。90Please respect copyright.PENANATP8hQdPU1Z
#兩組劇組撞景#90Please respect copyright.PENANAjcInDX09n0
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#90Please respect copyright.PENANA4oNVCN10Tn
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。90Please respect copyright.PENANA48tSZiyWUn
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」90Please respect copyright.PENANA2HVEtL6eUo
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAcBXUGwe8yi
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但那一夜,我失眠。90Please respect copyright.PENANAsMXyDPbfoo
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。90Please respect copyright.PENANAR6Rt1Lks8X
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】90Please respect copyright.PENANAZVzO28fBtI
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6cnyQ7XOrP
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。90Please respect copyright.PENANAjOfkrHwfDl
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】90Please respect copyright.PENANA1BzVRn3MWN
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】90Please respect copyright.PENANA1j7Bijb8c5
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】90Please respect copyright.PENANAhAMBM7Kgpx
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。90Please respect copyright.PENANAwXnps1H5SK
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。90Please respect copyright.PENANAV0CWm45fHx
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAHwtepHpv9y
我往前一步,他也往前一步。90Please respect copyright.PENANAe2Rjyh76FH
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。90Please respect copyright.PENANAThJejwv6AQ
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAe5SP6wQJS4
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」90Please respect copyright.PENANA3khXCBdu2K
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAPp6yoOpR90
那句話,我記了很久。90Please respect copyright.PENANA3HDsYtXP8s
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。90Please respect copyright.PENANADEh3eqGUiT
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。90Please respect copyright.PENANA2d3FgiIMeZ
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。90Please respect copyright.PENANAOjjyhto2tF
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。90Please respect copyright.PENANA9o30KdRm9I
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然後,那件事發生了。90Please respect copyright.PENANACV9m3oMEZO
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。90Please respect copyright.PENANAEGrj5rK6mC
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】90Please respect copyright.PENANAPHZcgUuXyb
新聞底下全是評論:90Please respect copyright.PENANAtatfZBJmn9
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」90Please respect copyright.PENANAzSx2sXAaLp
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。90Please respect copyright.PENANAl6XvD1ZarY
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。90Please respect copyright.PENANA8KHLIke7Xz
他傳來訊息。90Please respect copyright.PENANAqwuTXwuq1f
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】90Please respect copyright.PENANAAnG3eK45vw
【我只是送她一程。】90Please respect copyright.PENANA2YoGFVRbvD
【別多想。】90Please respect copyright.PENANAVt1QfHAiIJ
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6ExPkFvVZn
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。90Please respect copyright.PENANAq8fmQsUVXF
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後來,他真的來找我。90Please respect copyright.PENANAxH0KeDhQ4Q
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。90Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ1cblOecO
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。90Please respect copyright.PENANAXpYy5GMudD
「妳辛苦了。」他說。90Please respect copyright.PENANAcNZxyOHI2S
我笑:「你也是。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAUdfVqk3Gl0
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。90Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ5jMzumw7
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。90Please respect copyright.PENANALvpbAGkQfS
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。90Please respect copyright.PENANA33FRMD6gFl
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。90Please respect copyright.PENANAkXWtGg3INm
「你怎麼在這?」我問。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgLQQLBx8KV
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。90Please respect copyright.PENANA7d6jzajWxM
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」90Please respect copyright.PENANA2kPhhpnizU
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」90Please respect copyright.PENANA1w8i2z6vTd
「為什麼?」90Please respect copyright.PENANAj74TgVV9kc
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAjPl3EEwOAk
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAuTqAEjbXp3
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ78xUgrZK
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。90Please respect copyright.PENANA7DG2ZhmFWX
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。90Please respect copyright.PENANAW9A8tc2HBp
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。90Please respect copyright.PENANARDYTsgglUh
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。90Please respect copyright.PENANAbHvXcW4rde
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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