Poems for the broken - Apathy’s cut.

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What would we be,

If you weren’t so apathetic when you left,

If I wasn’t so good at crafting a mask?

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If I had shared my pain,

If I had told you I wasn’t alright,

If I had just kept my mouth shut,

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Would you still be mine?

Would we still be friends?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1FFttF519

Would we still be lovers?

Would you still be my everything?

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I don’t know.

I know the pain you left,

The memories that drown me,

The feelings that just won’t seem to die,

But you don’t care about me anymore.

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And that hurts more than any goodbye,

Any: ‘I’m not ready.’

Any: ‘maybe latter on.’

Any: ‘I don’t love you.’

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And the worst?

You said ‘I love you’ first.

You hugged me first,

Held my hand first,

Made me happy first.

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And then you left,

Not caring about my pain,

Your apathy staining every part of me that felt loved by you.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LGb2qXsK4

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