Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv7ZXBBMZ9
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR7oWqHMJV
silence. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtLa7K0CXL
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsd6NU1w3y
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBsv5fOOTI
Still, nothing.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqsI4aVYZn
Fuck!202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8OFxtFVrS
Why was she taking so long? 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoNEoAiEyd
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzBzWU7FrT
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvZPluSEU6
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6qkm1rRvS
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JMhLmtYkx
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpltYeW6bz
“When shall I die?”202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5iuJaXZI3
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwLdimqsd5
Another check at her instagram stories.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4nhDBZsYG
Still nothing.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaZ7xO8jNl
Fucking nothing!202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHizVpfyjwB
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCRt6xoJRM
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY0MXmA2va
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQylMyP01g
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXh5ByKojO
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanuhOHtdX3
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5wu87V9Pw
There it was.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToBzpKOyVe
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAdHV5VRGc
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzepliMXRMo
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWFZaozRbO
Even though it still burns, I had known,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXh1BSeeva
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxBmtKnSTd
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsdLyYBZpP
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c6Nir3tjR
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTniXW11nS
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbT2n1oj4j
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhye070wUA
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46lhLgFhEw
I would have known in any way,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBEn2e2PzU
there’s no use choosing different ways.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMmKnVhvxc
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mMqpe2AdN
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN4WMLdxCX
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9wrOVD3zp
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGBPNlx77Z
Everyone asked,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZXAyWwRSt
"Why did u do that?"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYyUsDVXA5
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX4viyIQI4
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQNS79gCRN
She knew that. I knew that.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p6odR9kd8
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44j0INWtmN
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbDe1XmzlT
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i68ncBsLi
Ma202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveWQ3Fabf8
I received the call.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHPEbq1XMq
"Look, ma, it was a--"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKaUKfqj6y
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVfnU7Um0l
She cut me off.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVmc5lqpjy
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Dz0zVlylq
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uXUtyckyi
A fucking hell.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAs8ImkfGc
"I'm all years. What will I do?"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmhRh7r492
She sighed.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GUR0CmUhU
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC9TjoYIeS
"I Won't do that."202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHMRl3UUjY
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw33g3mjdg6
"Are you simping for her?"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoCgTvnnwn
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc56i5pmsnb
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYH0x7ylHA
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2iIcMV4Vt
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.