As Shakespeare said: 31Please respect copyright.PENANAAqg4YRbG85
“The breaking of so great a thing should make a greater crack”
Yet the heart breaks so faintly.
The one organ supposed to pump blood31Please respect copyright.PENANAvpWPwSPBZ2
bleeds with rotten emotion and ripped sanity.
To the size of a fist yet a major regulator,31Please respect copyright.PENANA7tcmeK411T
no wonder clenching feels so suffocating.
It convulses beneath cages of bone,31Please respect copyright.PENANAYP6cFxguZP
bruising itself against ribs that cannot console it.
Strange how flesh can harbor catastrophes31Please respect copyright.PENANA80JG77vWYS
quieter than funerals.
Arteries pulse like frantic apologies,31Please respect copyright.PENANAJwICuy1vjd
veins carry remnants of names31Please respect copyright.PENANAadFHH1rTcz
the body should have forgotten by now.
And still it beats;31Please respect copyright.PENANAw4jrjxkm5w
stubborn, pathetic, almost feral—31Please respect copyright.PENANABilbgmxka6
dragging grief through the bloodstream31Please respect copyright.PENANAzSuvI4P43b
as though sorrow were oxygen.
Perhaps that is the cruelest design of it all:31Please respect copyright.PENANAZwSvB3qqpD
the heart does not shatter dramatically.
It decays slowly,31Please respect copyright.PENANAHHofLI4erz
chamber by chamber,31Please respect copyright.PENANAz8wfKU4aUO
until even silence develops a pulse.
Until the body learns to survive31Please respect copyright.PENANAQsxSoStxU4
on emotional hemorrhage.
Until insomnia settles beneath the sternum31Please respect copyright.PENANAmbYjfCl71X
like a second heartbeat.
Every palpitation becomes a eulogy,31Please respect copyright.PENANASEzri4H5Bn
every breath an act of reluctant endurance.
The lungs expand,31Please respect copyright.PENANAeApkfORwj9
yet never enough to rid the chest31Please respect copyright.PENANAHmeYbunEy7
of its phantom heaviness.
And somewhere between systole and diastole,31Please respect copyright.PENANABVUx95ZPXg
grief roots itself into muscle memory—31Please respect copyright.PENANATUchm8S3je
parasitic, unwavering, immortal.
Perhaps that is why mourning exhausts the body so cruelly;31Please respect copyright.PENANAhS2TvEjh8R
the organs cannot distinguish31Please respect copyright.PENANA1uD9eO5OnQ
between love and disease.
Both invade quietly.31Please respect copyright.PENANANHXRN8xWiB
Both consume from within.31Please respect copyright.PENANAoL9AciCYbf
Both leave the ribs hollowed like abandoned cathedrals.
Still, the heart persists in its brutality,31Please respect copyright.PENANA7YZ0YuRCP1
beating through collapse,31Please respect copyright.PENANAgklmOBlKol
forcing life into a body31Please respect copyright.PENANAm6yfHw1hw0
that no longer knows what to do with it.
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