I met you not so long ago, but you have became a person I deeply care about. How did it happen, I don't even know.
Everything changed the day you kissed me for the first time. For the first time, someone asked me if they could kiss me. For the first time I felt safe and I trusted someone. I was right all along...
I tried to keep my distance to you when we first met, I felt our ways were different and that you don't want the same future I dream of. I tried to fight our chemistry, the attention I had for you. But you convinced me that we could work through our way. Until I told you that I can't give you what you ask from me.
Maybe with time, it would be possible. But you never tried. You convinced me that we had a potential but left me all alone when I drew my line.
It took so long for me to go back to normal, even now, I am not the same. I see you everywhere. Every street I walk by, wishing you were there. Every city I am in, seeing the things you might like. All things I want to share with you but never can.
There is something between us you said, but you have someone else now. While I search for you in every encounter, you were able to move forward and live your life. But still keep me in the loop so you can benefit.
I loved you, I loved you deeply. I loved your parents and siblings and even pictured situations where we could make sure they feel included.
With you, I understood what is it to love someone and how a life is built.
I am a person who thinks about the future a lot and sometimes worry. You know how to enjoy moments.
Even if this was something I loved about you, I can't forget that you wanted me for moments. I never wanted you the same way. I wanted you in a life. I wanted to build a future together. I wanted us to fight all obstacles together.
You're not the only one, nor the first one. All others chose different people. No one chose me. But you made me believe that you would. For the first time, I cannot wish you happiness. I want you to regret. I want you to realize that you lost me. 10Please respect copyright.PENANA2AY3L9FVDH
I am trying to understand what made you choose her. I can think of many things. In the end, you never really saw what I could give you. You only wanted one thing and you couldn't get it. And I didn't give you anything else. 10Please respect copyright.PENANA6EV3JQduHs
But I loved you, I did nothing but love. And I will keep loving you. Knowing that you will never return back.10Please respect copyright.PENANAJXwqNE2Xwi
For the first time, I pray for you to regret. I pray for you to come back.
The time will come. Maybe the time you come back, or the time I will be able to wish you happiness. One of them will happen and this time, I am letting it go. I am waiting to see which one will become my reality
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