What Is Your Worst Fear? - Loving someone

My worst fear is loving someone. Its called Philo phobia. That is the fear of falling in love or emotional attachment.The risk is usually when a person has confronted any emotional turmoil relating to love but also can be chronic phobia.This affected the quality of my life and pushed me to be a person away from commitment. The worst aspect of fear of being in love and falling in love is that it keeps myself in solitude. I might be with someone whom I love but the next moment, they hurt me so bad that I try to withdraw myself from all people. It represents certain guilt and frustration towards the reaction coming from inside. I am afraid to talk or chat with any person because I feel broke when they leave me with or without warning. I know it's normal to be hurt in a relationship, but I feel hurt too much that I keep crying for days questioning my presence as a human. That's why I never had any friends and I don't think I would have any. I believe that I'm better in that way. Cause loving someone is heart breaking. And I am proud to be a Philo phobic. ns 172.69.7.32da2