副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。96Please respect copyright.PENANASGxrN48CLF
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。96Please respect copyright.PENANAL5gSpp8Dme
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。96Please respect copyright.PENANAKbriieT3Ye
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白衣、青髮。96Please respect copyright.PENANAjOl3cdiDAL
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。96Please respect copyright.PENANAQcA0wWu2Vs
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。96Please respect copyright.PENANAxsco9W0TnT
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。96Please respect copyright.PENANAChtg0uPY0w
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她抬頭,看見我。96Please respect copyright.PENANApi2URc65ud
隔着光、隔着人群。96Please respect copyright.PENANAjOUDLtMp7e
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。96Please respect copyright.PENANAMeXWceR1I5
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。96Please respect copyright.PENANAiFY8RgGhRU
#兩組劇組撞景#96Please respect copyright.PENANAwwePfVzjIs
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#96Please respect copyright.PENANANSQdk4h4bb
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。96Please respect copyright.PENANANLQGyGOcK1
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAVwwYN9tNbl
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。96Please respect copyright.PENANAK6oeqQGcrG
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】96Please respect copyright.PENANA6eIig3DJYR
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。96Please respect copyright.PENANAJeHneU3HoN
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】96Please respect copyright.PENANATaN4qaZyiM
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。96Please respect copyright.PENANACnPlOattkg
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】96Please respect copyright.PENANAufKTCvh0nh
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】96Please respect copyright.PENANATBQxto4pdn
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。96Please respect copyright.PENANARC3IqQnHCi
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。96Please respect copyright.PENANA0w3XFrJtsV
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。96Please respect copyright.PENANAWG61SurXUE
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAspJX4JqVeP
我往前一步,她沒退。96Please respect copyright.PENANAmaQSC3T3WH
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。96Please respect copyright.PENANAWEpr6577GZ
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。96Please respect copyright.PENANAWbKfMqc6Ks
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。96Please respect copyright.PENANATuDIHz6wQt
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。96Please respect copyright.PENANATLUgc5g9wB
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。96Please respect copyright.PENANAPJlR3gk8UV
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。96Please respect copyright.PENANA76SLMXnuX7
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】96Please respect copyright.PENANA7jBHaobEGu
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。96Please respect copyright.PENANA7mkAGM7pFg
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。96Please respect copyright.PENANAmH0GC5wei2
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。96Please respect copyright.PENANA7xM5yG1M0b
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。96Please respect copyright.PENANADSS49lEo9n
我傳了三條訊息:96Please respect copyright.PENANArnpwPswXtm
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】96Please respect copyright.PENANAFfuCEk6ogP
【我只是送她一程。】96Please respect copyright.PENANAIBOj7sMdFG
【別多想。】96Please respect copyright.PENANAOScmH0pQaA
她己讀,不回。96Please respect copyright.PENANAFy0zKNWl42
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。96Please respect copyright.PENANAiprxATIFvR
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。96Please respect copyright.PENANATIz38m0EzK
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。96Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ETWFxzoA
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。96Please respect copyright.PENANAF4dYcfPnCp
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。96Please respect copyright.PENANAqeuSagq5O6
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAhKBHkPnhYC
她點頭:「你也是。」96Please respect copyright.PENANA2RA42Ga4jJ
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。96Please respect copyright.PENANAnRtbv7GzL8
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。96Please respect copyright.PENANAgBtrmQR9FF
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。96Please respect copyright.PENANApCYRswPr2d
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。96Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fa83HnAks
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。96Please respect copyright.PENANAzIiO6io0ON
「你怎麼在這?」她問。96Please respect copyright.PENANAIDwzqHSgev
「來看妳。」我說。96Please respect copyright.PENANA4qUReFhxLA
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAkIkbXzRSX5
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAvVlsoOsu2d
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」96Please respect copyright.PENANAzWIlhvR6Cq
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAOCBTfg8gPi
她怔在那裏。96Please respect copyright.PENANASnHlomAgYJ
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。96Please respect copyright.PENANAPYbOqv7xqP
我往前一步,她沒退。96Please respect copyright.PENANAUzXwpPoNsO
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。96Please respect copyright.PENANAZDaoaHzvxb
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」96Please respect copyright.PENANABt6GxtzXVT
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。96Please respect copyright.PENANA1Giy5MYUQJ
那笑裏有風,也有光。96Please respect copyright.PENANA64FpOpr8aS
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。96Please respect copyright.PENANAPGfmpnMn2R
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。96Please respect copyright.PENANA3jJgoBpo7O
但我知道,那不只是戲。96Please respect copyright.PENANAfu7NM0x7ax
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」96Please respect copyright.PENANAbbDWpYk5Ba
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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