副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。95Please respect copyright.PENANApsVjNjfxiT
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。95Please respect copyright.PENANAimJ1760fT4
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。95Please respect copyright.PENANAfqGsGjKe5f
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白衣、青髮。95Please respect copyright.PENANA0rQwV3BbjR
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。95Please respect copyright.PENANAA99ap1GGU9
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。95Please respect copyright.PENANAjOf5Z4oGzG
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。95Please respect copyright.PENANA6wf2aN6Ikn
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她抬頭,看見我。95Please respect copyright.PENANAumsBA5uLLT
隔着光、隔着人群。95Please respect copyright.PENANAuHqg42Nvlb
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。95Please respect copyright.PENANA2XPoBFUQv0
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。95Please respect copyright.PENANAR6MDwMZvM2
#兩組劇組撞景#95Please respect copyright.PENANA90AIhk3LQ9
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#95Please respect copyright.PENANA79bg1gmobF
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。95Please respect copyright.PENANAnCace4sBii
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAPY0XcSn1dQ
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。95Please respect copyright.PENANAqqmaQkAGGG
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】95Please respect copyright.PENANARypvWPTJ8w
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。95Please respect copyright.PENANAXhZpCffom6
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】95Please respect copyright.PENANAy9Kzlyaw7y
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。95Please respect copyright.PENANADsUMYwOgak
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】95Please respect copyright.PENANAlDBISlAUjg
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】95Please respect copyright.PENANAgSejnz8gbh
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。95Please respect copyright.PENANAZYMbR0iBfk
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。95Please respect copyright.PENANAo1LIniOmHY
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。95Please respect copyright.PENANA8KJnpXTTOT
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAPp0CGYRvSd
我往前一步,她沒退。95Please respect copyright.PENANAUmgjMpoBrc
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。95Please respect copyright.PENANAYyjDs7lks3
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。95Please respect copyright.PENANAt0MvsOdDOx
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。95Please respect copyright.PENANAoCr3Yt5hnP
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。95Please respect copyright.PENANACDKCCNzBXu
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。95Please respect copyright.PENANAqkuLDobLOq
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。95Please respect copyright.PENANA3Bw7fo6AH6
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】95Please respect copyright.PENANA9DaAlkZNMD
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。95Please respect copyright.PENANAWW0yJJG0I7
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。95Please respect copyright.PENANA8LdPawH28F
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。95Please respect copyright.PENANAnj58yel1To
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。95Please respect copyright.PENANAER7mJk0Nd0
我傳了三條訊息:95Please respect copyright.PENANAXxKcfqRjqS
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】95Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ll32icXgh
【我只是送她一程。】95Please respect copyright.PENANAyd4LHOsii1
【別多想。】95Please respect copyright.PENANAMQouUBX0FJ
她己讀,不回。95Please respect copyright.PENANALJetE5akXw
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。95Please respect copyright.PENANAit6rfaHcIk
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。95Please respect copyright.PENANABXYCI1P3zk
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。95Please respect copyright.PENANAuA5vFawZ2H
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。95Please respect copyright.PENANAcvEihHxD5f
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。95Please respect copyright.PENANAxbO3gClrV7
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAHNIqfnyj2r
她點頭:「你也是。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAzVPsXJkUIO
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。95Please respect copyright.PENANA6ckbMkkOjb
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。95Please respect copyright.PENANAQukre3alnV
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。95Please respect copyright.PENANAGtx9Zuyu90
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。95Please respect copyright.PENANAoc90lNcCWw
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。95Please respect copyright.PENANATaUlHYYhIR
「你怎麼在這?」她問。95Please respect copyright.PENANAfSVuFyI0GM
「來看妳。」我說。95Please respect copyright.PENANAi3rPuAgG8i
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」95Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dn7A457mD
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAzHP7q8644F
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」95Please respect copyright.PENANAT3e50M5arr
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAN6qcWdWTRZ
她怔在那裏。95Please respect copyright.PENANAdW18U2UZBX
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。95Please respect copyright.PENANAgDtfDnuO0F
我往前一步,她沒退。95Please respect copyright.PENANAa3yQ3YY93d
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。95Please respect copyright.PENANAVToDKrgRWb
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAlWI4Yf9qSh
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。95Please respect copyright.PENANA4WtS79NkLi
那笑裏有風,也有光。95Please respect copyright.PENANAg9sPobWlcu
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。95Please respect copyright.PENANAmi2JtT7BJZ
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。95Please respect copyright.PENANApqXSfaTOlQ
但我知道,那不只是戲。95Please respect copyright.PENANA6pn4zisjkQ
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」95Please respect copyright.PENANAkd4UCQTxfO
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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