副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0JX59BB9p
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQGsiiFsopb
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。44Please respect copyright.PENANA8BI55KczIt
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白衣、青髮。44Please respect copyright.PENANAsqqo9MkjCM
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuYOemfr5ia
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。44Please respect copyright.PENANAOCVpMY00l8
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。44Please respect copyright.PENANA10TkGqpUsf
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她抬頭,看見我。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYTQS0DEqUK
隔着光、隔着人群。44Please respect copyright.PENANAkpCMgRddg2
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。44Please respect copyright.PENANAvhREBPQcIT
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。44Please respect copyright.PENANAH2mQT7zE13
#兩組劇組撞景#44Please respect copyright.PENANAvo9y3z2KIw
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#44Please respect copyright.PENANAw57CcRNaRD
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。44Please respect copyright.PENANAiomsHVFl6o
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAoJcRB7qZJ4
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。44Please respect copyright.PENANAhe0BEeyKau
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】44Please respect copyright.PENANAHasJbtJkV3
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。44Please respect copyright.PENANAmdiKxEV6sr
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】44Please respect copyright.PENANAL40ftsYjZt
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANATdPUuet3cd
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】44Please respect copyright.PENANAM7tJDKfkep
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】44Please respect copyright.PENANA1oXhvCVSJ1
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。44Please respect copyright.PENANAXT0RUOohlR
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。44Please respect copyright.PENANA3DW1fjxQoF
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAmhwx8vkP14
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAmKTmcAteo5
我往前一步,她沒退。44Please respect copyright.PENANAg2LfRNVgqy
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。44Please respect copyright.PENANAELTKT0cXRp
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqeIIYngheH
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。44Please respect copyright.PENANABkbdvQ3nwI
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。44Please respect copyright.PENANAP7NkdZueNG
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。44Please respect copyright.PENANA4PqxuxvkkN
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。44Please respect copyright.PENANAyM2MyMzUCh
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】44Please respect copyright.PENANAYV49rbDrhO
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。44Please respect copyright.PENANAHHgO56R8zM
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwi4Tf6QtCX
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。44Please respect copyright.PENANAJEm070dAUR
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。44Please respect copyright.PENANAKA20pHBYhz
我傳了三條訊息:44Please respect copyright.PENANA3kPUWzA9J8
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】44Please respect copyright.PENANAoyk83ajUz6
【我只是送她一程。】44Please respect copyright.PENANAMHNjy0D0Pm
【別多想。】44Please respect copyright.PENANAuff9f4ujY7
她己讀,不回。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1AQCwti47K
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6alq4hh9FL
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。44Please respect copyright.PENANABk2OurEBCd
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。44Please respect copyright.PENANAiP86pfhN8f
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqzBb2DPjXb
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。44Please respect copyright.PENANAJDgtnzoK2a
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAFr8nqxilYi
她點頭:「你也是。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAp87EXNGZsG
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。44Please respect copyright.PENANAvqqnYJ442n
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAxyFiUW7Ve7
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAWnnTH1Lxc
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。44Please respect copyright.PENANAcF1xdafCCF
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAtdHoRls2kC
「你怎麼在這?」她問。44Please respect copyright.PENANAib3vHMuXZh
「來看妳。」我說。44Please respect copyright.PENANABsA9B7UdLL
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」44Please respect copyright.PENANA5y8ZoEY6UO
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAhDaEUm8wK5
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」44Please respect copyright.PENANAlFUzyUj91R
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」44Please respect copyright.PENANATPg1ZWqtO1
她怔在那裏。44Please respect copyright.PENANAE3d6eorcdd
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEzkuRwGpqW
我往前一步,她沒退。44Please respect copyright.PENANAkbDFG9VxyQ
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYAGtMH8IS8
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」44Please respect copyright.PENANA7dzLSlplRJ
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。44Please respect copyright.PENANA9n0hG4sZG0
那笑裏有風,也有光。44Please respect copyright.PENANACNdgsZwQlH
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。44Please respect copyright.PENANAV7OllSZ9Q4
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYA6QBI9PP1
但我知道,那不只是戲。44Please respect copyright.PENANAogr9YkfpHm
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」44Please respect copyright.PENANALkPCULby6g
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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