副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。53Please respect copyright.PENANAbhKWkJBlkY
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAVSn9TYovcz
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。53Please respect copyright.PENANAs6tPPCxCs4
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAm2PNpVSG6h
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。53Please respect copyright.PENANAJNNtBHCQB8
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAPGy4ox5beV
53Please respect copyright.PENANA0KrYbOUprn
他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。53Please respect copyright.PENANA0y8XugcsrI
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。53Please respect copyright.PENANApx10uPPzta
53Please respect copyright.PENANA1JjXnM2a0v
他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7EUfoCaA4q
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。53Please respect copyright.PENANAzFT7NbOlD5
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。53Please respect copyright.PENANAQLaWe7l93a
不真實,卻讓人記住。53Please respect copyright.PENANAmMncxDISc6
53Please respect copyright.PENANAAmWZ8dFK3b
晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。53Please respect copyright.PENANALBHPsA2oOG
#兩組劇組撞景#53Please respect copyright.PENANA7iplgTCF3g
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#53Please respect copyright.PENANAAdJd48cRUQ
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。53Please respect copyright.PENANAmfvRz1DySO
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」53Please respect copyright.PENANANA6R6KxwTs
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAnI0YMI7MxL
53Please respect copyright.PENANAYQy6MAmlzf
但那一夜,我失眠。53Please respect copyright.PENANAcd9ad5OIjJ
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。53Please respect copyright.PENANAkFex0GVjxW
53Please respect copyright.PENANAtk7ij7yelB
第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】53Please respect copyright.PENANAMtXks6kG8B
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。53Please respect copyright.PENANA3Oj94X0aOI
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。53Please respect copyright.PENANA1eYHUOgbYj
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】53Please respect copyright.PENANAboocr92zgh
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】53Please respect copyright.PENANAYyXDA1CTWP
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】53Please respect copyright.PENANAaWvbJKd5uw
53Please respect copyright.PENANATaos7HizMm
按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。53Please respect copyright.PENANAOITmR8tJIA
53Please respect copyright.PENANA4KuUwsfoWs
後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。53Please respect copyright.PENANAMOsZInPgR7
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAawJMWDVctU
我往前一步,他也往前一步。53Please respect copyright.PENANAQppnZDWyUq
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。53Please respect copyright.PENANAaa6J8Az0Rt
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAXU1ihJV04g
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA9swsLLqYxS
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAY0IQGKLtLg
那句話,我記了很久。53Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9zIKLAzdH
53Please respect copyright.PENANAysVGXE9XY2
我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。53Please respect copyright.PENANA9EZXfMT9gv
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。53Please respect copyright.PENANAdMW3awrmaU
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。53Please respect copyright.PENANA3wJsRYZAbT
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。53Please respect copyright.PENANAAFBkJeIqjY
53Please respect copyright.PENANAz3Hw2YREYS
然後,那件事發生了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAExKO8V21pS
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。53Please respect copyright.PENANApyCZxElEzu
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】53Please respect copyright.PENANAaT7PH3z0nt
新聞底下全是評論:53Please respect copyright.PENANAzf2jJ03ox6
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」53Please respect copyright.PENANA0UhZjEdvMQ
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。53Please respect copyright.PENANAR88Juq3wFA
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。53Please respect copyright.PENANAkWsKnUnvMS
他傳來訊息。53Please respect copyright.PENANAR7SIJixtml
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】53Please respect copyright.PENANAulrSp4apcl
【我只是送她一程。】53Please respect copyright.PENANA0NO2kTwnc0
【別多想。】53Please respect copyright.PENANAXkHel3imJV
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。53Please respect copyright.PENANATs52X5ZRyy
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAfoGfVeCEYE
53Please respect copyright.PENANAQj4E5gEzIw
後來,他真的來找我。53Please respect copyright.PENANAysXZ4dlumX
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7fV8XRHQ3U
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。53Please respect copyright.PENANA1r9NEBzsH2
「妳辛苦了。」他說。53Please respect copyright.PENANAopWThLgDjH
我笑:「你也是。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAKE7sDvNFIT
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。53Please respect copyright.PENANAE47vu3C3bL
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhFBbSHScmW
53Please respect copyright.PENANAg3eUB0GQBK
時間再往後,我們再次相遇。53Please respect copyright.PENANAWKbTfkOUqQ
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。53Please respect copyright.PENANAcwnoI7Ok1v
「你怎麼在這?」我問。53Please respect copyright.PENANAC6tnUpvW3R
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。53Please respect copyright.PENANATda1jvO2Ty
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAn1lQ7PbAMb
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA1AdOzp8RsM
「為什麼?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAvGNVh7TMrt
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAqCzgDJz3af
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAODPlemTdd3
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAkIz6KqVBIE
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。53Please respect copyright.PENANAjd31DCmMp5
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。53Please respect copyright.PENANAtsjvJOWPj7
53Please respect copyright.PENANAQnKWGJPqF7
那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。53Please respect copyright.PENANAKrq3CzGNqi
53Please respect copyright.PENANAN5MIeGb4Pi
愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。53Please respect copyright.PENANAAPqIYb61JY
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
ns216.73.217.22da2


